#45 Trip Down Memory Lane.

Sorry, disappeared for a few days. Time is ticking like um, verrrrrrryy fast, so I have to appreciate every millisecond that I've got. Means, less time for friends, more time for family. Had a sorethroat and fever for..3 days already? Hmm. I don't know how many tablets of PCM is in my system for now. Probably 40? Okay that's ridiculous. About 16 I think. Now you tell me why am I surprised that I'm still alive. So someone asked, why have I been kind of 'emo' lately? Well there's just too many reasons but I better keep them to myself.

I was sorting out an old drawer in my room just now and found like, LOADS of raya/birthday cards from friends and relatives. I re-read everything (too much time to kill) and saved some of the precious ones. Almost cried, really. Time flies faster than a bullet train.

Dear xXSofeaXx..

Happy burfday!
May God bless you..
Good luck in your exam..
Dpt straight As, aku blanja hg kay!
- Don't Matter -

ps; sebijik mcm kad yg hg bg kat aku!

Lots of lurve,
Aimi
2 Delima / 2007

Haha this one lawak lah.. Teringat lg time aku bg bday card kat Aimi. Yela sbb bday dia kan May 4th, dekat je dgn bday aku. Tgk2 dia balas balik kad yg sama cuma colour je lain =.= But I liked that one, thanks Aimi! And of course aku ingt lg time tu kita smua pakat duk plan nak tubuhkan band! Haha tak menjadi jgk akhirnya kan? But I know that you're still passionate about music and stuff, and memandangkan hg lg 'berkemampuan' sikit, hg sure dah ada mcm2 alat muzik kat rumah hg kan Aimi.. Well, aku harap hg berjaya satu hari nanti. Kalau dah jd producer JB ke, jgn lupa contact aku, boleh set date dgn dia kay.. Kad raya dr hg smua aku smpan elok lg, tp taknak ah buh kat sini buat malu aku jeh =.=

Kad raya from gay partner.. Aku tau la skrg bukan time raya tp blog aku kan, suka hati aku laa =.=

Assalamualaikum wahai Sofea!

Kad ni mmg sesuai dgn hg, hg pun ada kutu gak di bahagian hidung!
Dah dpt makan sedap2, jgn lupa kolestrol! Nanti GUMUK! =)
Raya nie aku ingin memaafkan hg.. oopss.. memohon maaf!!
Maafkan aku for all the things that I did wrong!!
But most of the time, I'm right?!
Aite?!!
Chihuahuaa!!
Okay are!!
Until here, then!!

Unlimited,
Basyirah1011.

Uh, gay? Kalau nak kutuk aku tu mmg num satu eh dari dulu? =.=" Lain kali letak tanda seru bnyk2 lg weh, biar BP aku naik tinggi eiffel! Hehh. Aku taktau tu kad raya zaman bila punya tp mmg zaman 'kegemilangan' english kita lah rasanya, hahaha. Aku ada 3 je pun kad raya hg, yg lain kuceng aku kebas dah kot sbb aku tak jumpa pun (sejak bila aku ada kuceng?).

Last but not least, kad raya yg boleh dikatakan plg lawa aku pnah dpt. Dr senior kesayanganku satu masa dahulu. Huahuaa bukan Kak Wanie yer adik2. Kak Syaz.. Tp segan pulak aku nak taip love letter dia tu kat sini. xD Rindu gilaa dgn Kak Syaz, skrg dah lost contact pun. Masih ingat dulu pegi rumah akak semata2 nak jumpa akak and belanja cekelattt, huahuaa zaman naif lg masa tu. Whatever it is, I hope you're doing fine right now, di samping pakwe hensem terchenta =)

Okay, the trip down memory lane ends here!

#42 Tak Payah Susah2 Baca.

You.
Malas nak cakap banyak lah, you know what you did. I tried to be nice and everything but it's just not enough for you. Malas lah you. I tak nak kacau you dah. I know I said that a few times..but I mean it now. I'm tired trying to maintain our friendship. Are we even friends by the way? Tak tau lah. I didn't ask, I don't wanna know. I'm someone who you would find when you need entertainment or something. I didn't ask for much, I want us to be friends. Friends talk to each other. Friends do NOT ignore each other. Friends appreciate each other's existence. I tau you ada berjuta kawan tapi ada ke jumpa kawan mcm I? Babe, I'm not a Barbie doll. Tak payah treat I macam I takde feelings. When I make mistakes, I apologize macam gila, ada you kisah? Bila you buat salah, ada you terfikir nak mintak maaf kat I? Ohhh you rasa you perfect la tak pernah salah, tak pernah lukakan perasaan I. I tak pernah mintak pape dari you babe. Tapi ape salahnye cakap 'thanks' sometimes. I do that all the time kat you. Babe, I tak cakap psl love sbb it's complicated. Although if I do feel that way pun, I'm gonna deny it each second now. Because it's not worth it, I've nothing to gain. I've NOTHING to expect. I'm hurt, I'm broken. I give up. I give up on you..

You may be laughing your ass out while reading this. Whatever, guy!
Suka hati I la nak nangis ke apa, I manusia. And I'm used to crying because of you. But I promise you, this is gonna be the last time.


Love, me.

#41 List!

(via dwitha)

My Personality

I’m loud
I’m obnoxious
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drink coffee
I clean my room daily

My Appearance:

I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewellry at all times
I wear contacts
I wear glasses
I have braces
I change my hair color often
I straighten my hair sometimes
I have piercings
I have small feet ( compared to that someone ke? I think he proved it aite =.= )
I have tattoos ( of his name :) )

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now
I’m single
I’m crushing
I’m in love
I’m always scared of being hurt
An ex has physically abused me, at least once
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
I’ve been in love more than two times
I believe in love at first sight

Friendships:

I have a bestfriend
I have at least ten friends
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane
I’ve been on a train
Someone close to me has died
I’ve taken a taxi
I’ve taken a city bus
I’ve taken a school bus
I’ve gone bungee jumping
I’ve made a speech
I’ve been in some sort of club
I’ve won an award
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:

I listen to R&B
I listen to country
I listen to pop
I listen to techno
I listen to rock
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
I hate the radio
I buy CDs
I listen to heavy metal

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
I watch soap operas daily
I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
I’ve seen and liked the OC
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
I’ve seen and liked Popular
I’ve seen and liked 24
I’ve seen and liked CSI
I’ve seen and liked Everwood

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents
My biological parents are still together
I have at least one brother
I have at least one sister
I have at least one step brother/sister
I have at least one half brother/sister
I’ve been kicked out of my house
I’ve ran away from home
I’ve made my parents cry
I’ve lied to my parents
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
I don’t live with my parents
Parents are screwed up and gone

Hair:

I’ve been brown
I’ve had streaks
I’ve cut my hair in the past year
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
I’ve been blonde
I’ve been red
I’ve been light brown
I’ve been medium brown
I’ve been blue/green
I’ve gotten my hair thinned
I use conditioner
I’ve used Silk Therapy
I’ve used hot oil treatments
I’ve curled my hair
I’ve straightened my hair
I’ve ironed my hair
I’ve braided my hair

School:

I’ve yelled at a teacher
I’ve been suspended
I’ve had an in-school suspension
I’ve been sent to the principals office
I’ve walked out of class
I’ve skipped an entire day of school
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
I’ve failed a test
I’ve cheated on a test
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
I’ve failed art
I’ve failed PE
I’ve failed math
I’ve failed science
I’ve failed another class

#40 PMR Result, Books, VAIO.

Busy gila hari niiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Went to school in the morning to help Pn Ling key in PMR results.
How tiring but I had so much fun with my friends, Kah Yoke and Ee-Lin!
Look at their happy faces:


Congratulations to all the juniors (140 of you) who scored perfect 7/8As!
Teringat zaman aku PMR dulu2 *grins*

Bgn pg td baru teringat ada RM60 book voucher yg tak guna lg.
Then lpas habes keja2 kt skolah tu, ajak abah g the book shop.
OBJECTIVE : Buy novels. Real adult novels.
INFERENCE : To overcome excessive-boredom-disorder.
RESULT : Objective failed. Bought matriculation books. WTF kan?!

Nah hambekkk. Membazir ja RM60.


Lpas SPM bored gila duk rumah babe.
Even vampire novels/love stories yg belambak2 tu pun tak leh entertain aku.
Baru dapat figure out aku ni mmg dah addict dgn REAL education books.
Walaoweiii sofea. Result tak kuaq g, dia dah beli buku dah.
Tu belum confirm g dpt matriks =.=" (hopefully dapat la! aku berharap sgt ni!)
So.. cross your fingers buku2 tu takkan setakat menambah beban kat rak buku aku je.
Aku dah re-format otak aku lpas SPM, tak tau la boleh cram in these new infos lg tak.
Ada masa lg before PLKN so.. reading these books will be my new 'thing'. (WTF?)

Babe!
Lawa tak bnda2 ni?




Mama kata confirm dpt VAIO ni sebijik lpas balik PLKN.
Haha I noticed Inche Shah dok survey bnda ni hari tu, like VERY interested.
Sorry babe, I dapat dulu! :P
Ala nanti I kasi you pinjam kay, ahahha.
Mama cepat la beliiiiii nak bg org tu jeles!

Oh, gay p?
Sorry aku tak dpt ikut hg job-hunting.
My feet hurts lg la weh (padan muka, sape suruh gedik pakai heels pegi Queens kan kan kan)
Babe, hg jd PA aku dah la?
Aku bayar duit moto dgn duit top up hg bulan2 okeh?
+ bfast, lunch free tetiap hari.
Anyone else interested?
Pls send in your application to sofeaasyiqin@ymail.com d:

ps; Muz.. takpe la kita baca dr blog my hubby ye. Dia siap puji your hairdo lg kan. :D


TakeCare! XOXO!

#39 Sweetheart, I Miss You..

Dude! Can I rape you? *random*

Takde kredit nak text semua org, so kat sini pun jd la kan?

Sally!
Rindu you babe, bila nak hang out, huaaa.
Selamat bekerja kat komtar ye, dpt gaji nnti jgn lupa i tau tau.
Takpe, skrg giliran i pegi PLKN, nanti you pulak k!
Nanti i pulak rindu kat you!
Ahaha :')

Deena!
Tak tau hg g mana weh, gagal dihubungi lpas SPM kecuali di FB.
Huaaa busy gila hg kalah menteri doe.
Tlg mak hg ke?
Hg jd model utk shawl mak hg ke? *wink2*
Rindu hg wehhh~

Te'o, Shiro, Mijah!
You all!
Bila kita nak lepak coolblog lg, huhu.
Last time setiap jumaat kita pegi kan.
And every friday jgk kita buat gila kat popular kan.
Rindu la kat you all!

Basyirah!
(jgn marah weh nama hg ter-kebawah sket)
Tak rindu sgt kot sbb baru jumpa, huahua.
Aku harap hg berjaya dpt keja weh.
Tak abeh2 dgn job hunt dr last week!
Nnti keja bebetoi, jgn duk ngorat org ja keja.
Yg DUA org tu hg nak letak mana *wink2*

Aimi!
Babe~
Aku tau kita dah tak rapat dah since hg pegi mrsm.
Wlupun dah balik sini, kita dgn geng2 kita la kan.
Whatever it is, aku rindu sgt zaman kita dulu2 masa f2.
Babe, if there's a chance, nanti kita jumpa k!

Nazmi!
Babe, bila you nak dtg sini ha?
Ahaha i tak boleh la g sane, Nilai tu jauh benar.
Lgpun ye, i ni driver yg tak sah, takde lesen lg *.*
Babe i'm glad kita kwn lg!
Not many guys mcm u sbb slalunya lpas break up, confirm the guy taknak kwn dgn the girl dah kan.
Ahahahah but we're different kan, bestie? :)
I harap u bahagia dgn Nieyna, jaga budak comel tu elok2 ye *wink2*

Sahafiz!
I taktau dah you kat mane skrg, tgh buat ape smua.
Ahaa i plg ingat you sbb you bf i yg plg tuaaaa i rasa *bhahaha*
4 years older kan.
You dah bahagia dgn gf baru skrg ey.
Well, good for you.
Ada kesempatan nanti kita jumpa k!

Khairil!
Huaaaaaaaaa sedih gila takde masa nak jumpa you.
That day i busy dgn diorang2, sorry eh.
I tau u nak belanja i mkn unagi (sbb i tak pnah mkn).
Lpas i blk PLKN baru kita pegi mkn eh eh eh.
Rindu you!
It has been 3 months since kita last jumpa kan.
Ahaa :)

Kah Yoke, Amery, Ee-Lin!
Miss you guys, awww (;
Will meet you guys tomorrow in school, yes?
We'll be helping Puan Ling with the PMR results.
I'm so glad i'll be joining you guys because seriously, i'm starting to miss school~
Don't you?

Adik Ikhwan!
Adik, jgn sedih2 k, pls take care of your health!
Maybe she has her own reasons knape tak layan adik.
Biar lah dia..
Adik, pls focus on your studies k!
SPM tahun depan k, pls prepare early kalau tak jd mcm akak ni *.*
Adik, i'm sorry i can't be there for you all the time esp masa adik sedih.
Akak pun ade masalah akak sndiri dik, takde sape nak dgr pun!
Huhu~

Ibu!
Ibu, baby rindu ibu..
Ibu jgn la berterusan mntak maaf kat baby, ibu tak buat salah ape pun k.
Baby cuma taknak ada further problems dgn korang berdua.
Huhu so baby tak nak campur dah la hal ibu dgn dia k.
Ibu, when i'm ready nanti baby contact ibu balik k.
I promise things will be back to normal..

END.

#38 Crap Bukan Crab.

Bagai jatuh ditimpa lori 5 tan babe :D
No matter how crap I feel, I won't put sad smileys in my blog.

1. Gaduh dgn bf tadi. Which leads to number 2.
2. Break off dgn bf.
3. Di-ignore oleh Dazzler. Again.

Dear you,

I care for you babe, I seriously do. You tak buat salah ape pun, you're a nice guy. Everything's my fault. I keep too many secrets, I'm never satisfied with what you do, I'm an ungrateful human being, you are allowed to kill me (seriously). Besides, the chemistry isn't there. And we argued twice on the same issue, about the same guy. Sorry babe, you're not matured enough for me. You never spelled my name correctly. Sorry I wasted 3 months of your life. Sorry babe, but I never lied to you. I keep secrets but I don't lie. Sorry for everything. I do hope we stay friends though. I still care about you..

From the bottom of my heart, XOXO.

Crap, all my life I try to make everyone happy but no one is ever happy with me kan kan kan.
Sedihnya babe.
I taknak rasa mcm ni, I tak nak fikir bukan2 psl u.
I taknak fikir that u took advantage on me just because I'm nice to everyone.
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Tp mcm mana kalau betul?

*suka hati la aku guna bahasa rojak pun, emosi tak betul skrg*

Rasa loya gilaaa dr smlm, tak abeh g kot smpai skrg.
Dah don't give me that look, I'm not pregnant.
Kalau tak confirm doc tak tick "LAYAK UTK PLKN" masa medical check up td.
Yes, I did my check up.
They analysed my urine, ok kot.
And calculated my BMI - normal.
Blood pressure, heartbeat blah3 - normal *very surprising*
Nothing's wrong with my system lah!
(except that i'm FAT)

Maybe ada hikmahnya aku kena hantar pegi PLKN ey.
To escape from all these?

Was it something I said or something I did
Did my words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Ya, I tried but I guess that's why they say

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn, yeah, it does

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you, the wound heals
But the scar, that scar will remain

This is my current tune.
Every Rose Has Its Thorn - Miley Cyrus.

#36 Another List.

Things that I would love on a date.

Giveaways/presents:

1. Flower. Need not to buy me a fancy, expensive bouquet. One would be enough. Nothing orange. Yellow/white/red/pink ones only.
2. Bracelet/necklace. Nothing expensive (note: i like silver).
3. Pretty notebooks. My obsession.
4. Movie tickets. I don't know why, I just love to keep them. Maybe because I don't go out for movies often.
5. CHOCOLATES :D Toblerone (milk) kay!

Movie genres:

1. Never pick horror movies. Especially local ones.
2. Never pick movies that talk about history. Especially movies that are related to China/India ancient times. *yawns*
3. Romance.
4. Cartoons? Disneys only.
5. Anything that talks about teenagers. Like WildChild. :D
6. Movies that are adapted from novels. Especially those that come in series.

Others:

1. Never question about my choices (while buying clothes). I have super weird tastes.
2. Give advice/opinions when needed only.
3. Walk on my right side.
4. Walk by my side, not in front of or behind me.
5. Hold my hand while walking.
6. Talk to me about anything and everything! If you run out of topics, ask me if I have anything on my mind. I despise silence.
7. Don't stare at the phone screen too much. I would think that you're bored with me and want to end the date soon.
8. Don't text. Fine, try to avoid texting anyone. It's ANNOYING. Refer to point 17.
9. When I ask for your phone, just hand it to me without asking anything. I wouldn't check your inbox/pictures, not that nosy. I just want to keep my hands busy.
10. When I ask for your purse, just hand it to me. If I'm nice, I'll slip some cash inside. HAHA yes, true. IF I'm nice.
11. Capture candid photos of me doing crazy acts, while I'm laughing etc. Also, capture photos of me staring at people randomly and post it on facebook later on.
12. Camwhore when I'm on it!
13. Sing to me. I don't care if you're out of tune.
14. Hold my handbag/shopping bags for me? Okay you're not that nice, I know. But try to, haha.
15. Wipe my mouth if there's grease or anything on it, do not ask me to wipe it myself (romantic not?).
16. Ask me about my lipbalm flavour (so random).
17. Exception for texting: Text me saying things like 'I want to hug you but I'm scared you'll run away' or 'I swear I'm jealous when that bloke stared at you just now'. Haha XD
18. Let me try something new/stuffs that I never ate before.
19. Take me somewhere discreet for picnic.
20. Laugh and have fun! =)

021

Can't wait for Monday/Tuesday.
Seriously, I CAN'T! : D

Sorry, takde mood nak update.
Went out to the mall today.
Didn't shop, didn't watch movie.
Ate McD and walked around.
Ate indulgence before heading home.
The slice of cake was totally umphhhhhh, awesome.
The only thing that cheered me up today.

Some people just don't understand.
Do I need to put up a neon sign saying 'leave me alone'?
Haih, just carry on with your life and leave me out of it.
No, not mad at you.
No, do not despise you.
Don't get me wrong.

Current tune : Can't Be Tamed - Miley Cyrus.
Maybe I can't.

#34 Things I've Learned.

Things I've learned throughout 2010.
(inspired by gay partner, love)

1. Never trust someone that you meet on the Net. Even if that someone happens to be your 'online boyfriend/girlfriend', do NOT trust them until you have actually met and talk to them personally.
2. People lie and put on dramas more often than you think they do.
3. Never use facebook to post updates about your pathetic love life. People might misunderstand and throw even more pathetic gossips about you. And you might not be able to deny them because the evidence is, duh, on facebook.
4. Never ever wear CARDIGANS on a date, they make you look FAT.
5. Don't bother your ex every second even if you're trying to win his/her heart back. Give him/her some 'alone' time. He/She'll come around when he/she misses you.
6. When you want to bitch about someone, remember that usually that bitch bitches better than you do. So just keep your mouth shut and be a good girl. Let people hate the bitch, don't let them start hating you. *winks*
7. Whenever you're depressed, do NOT gobble up 8 tablets of PCM. It isn't an antidepressant! Refer to point 17.
8. Never put up your phone number of facebook if you don't want some stranger calling you at 2 am demanding for phone sex. (it happens) =.=
9. Never try to define love, you'll be mad. Trust me, the definition changes every day.
10. Never ask guys things like 'do you love me?' when you know they do. Never bother them with stupid questions, they have more complicated things to think about.
11. Don't do long-distance relationships if you're not prepared for arguments and broken hearts.
12. Forgive people and pray that they will change.
13. Don't judge someone on facebook from their profile picture and status messages. Refer to point 2.
14. When you're about to give up and you feel like commiting suicide..watch Oprah. Usually it helps. Because there are people in this world who face bigger problems than us. Refer point 15.
15. Don't overlook all the tiny things in life. Appreciate the blessings that God has given us.
16. DON'T LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY BEFORE MARRIAGE.
17. Listening to instrumental songs make you calm (especially muse muse muse!). It's a great help when you're studying (under pressure) too.
18. Always do early preparation for huge examinations. Staying up late/waking up really early will not work.
19. Pretend to be happy even when you're not. Because sadness/happiness is something that spreads easily.
20. Elevate your mood by shaking your butt to some catchy tunes (my favourite-step up movie soundtracks!). Sweat a bit!
21. Don't lock your phone/inbox with passwords that are easily broken. Never put your name, your boyfriend/girlfriend's name or your birthday as passwords. Your cat's birthday should be fine.
22. If you don't eat something (in my case, sushi), tell your boyfriend about it before you guys go out on a date to avoid unnecessary hospital visits.
23. NEVER EVER forget monthsary/anniversary dates even if you think that they're not important. Someone, which is your boyfriend/girlfriend, might get upset.
24. It's okay to keep in touch with your ex even when you're with someone new. As long as your new guy/girl knows about it.
25. Don't cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend. He/She can do the same thing to you.

=)

#33 Life.

Wow the whole world knows what I did.
Oh-em-gee, don't think I'm able to handle such spotlight but thanks anyway ;)
Finally figured out that what I thought was the right thing to do turned out to be totally wrong (to some people).
I'll make you happy.
I'll fuck off from your life.
Scratch that last.
Your lives.

Life after SPM .. sucks (so far).
First date with dear, faris and lil' brother, ikhwan tomorrow.
And another date next week.
With .. gay partner, RJ, encik shah and friend.
Should be awesome, expecting so many things :D

When you have too much time to kill, sometimes it drives you crazy.
Thought of writing another novel but .. the ideas wouldn't come to me.
Well what do I expect, haven't written anything for about a year now.
Novel-writing is definitely out of my things-to-do list.
Have moved on to do something that I (used to) enjoy a few years back.
Not actually an art-person but I was quite good at it.
So I started drawing a potrait this morning (after a few tiring hours searching for the perfect photo).
Will be posting up my artwork here, as soon as I finish it, should take more or less about 8 hours (you will know why later) =.=

I did make money out of this drawing thingy when I was in form 3.
I drew Jessica Simpson (teacher gave me 18/20) for myself, Emma Watson for Zahirah (18/20), Alicia Keys for Imany (19.5/20) and another one .. can't remember who, for gay partner (I think it was 18/20).
30bucks per piece ;)
People needed good marks for Arts at that time, they would do anything.
And I needed cash, bhahahaaaa.

K byebye, needah-brrrreakk.
Yes, a break.
From all these things that make me sick.

#32 SGGS.

Brain to Me: Ahem. I'm officially an EX-student of SGGS.
Me to Brain: What?? So soon??
Brain to Me: Idk but it feels awesome, it's the end of the schooling years! :D

Lets rewind.

2006/1 TOPAZ.

Ye, aku skema lg masa nie =.= Masuk2 je kelas, duduk sebelah Shi Yeng. Yela, mana nak tau perangai dia yg bebetul masa memula jumpa kan. Lgpun mak pesan, duduk la sebelah budak cina, hari2 boleh praktis speaking. Shi Yeng ni budak baik je, homework sume siap (aku pun bg siap jgk), tp satu je lah mslhnya. Ckp bnyk betul. Kot ckp bnde yg masuk akal/berkaitan dgn aku takpela jgk =,= Takpe takpe, lets skip this part sbb tak best. Aku bersyukur jugak la dpt duduk kat seat tu sbb masa tu lah mula2 kenal gay partner ku sayang dengan Aimi. Tak tau camne boleh click dgn depa2 neh masa tu, haha sbb aku kan skema tahap tak ingat. Then around March kot ade interview utk pengawas la amende ntah. Aku pun dgn konfidennya pegi interview tu (sbb ckgu dah letak nama aku dlm list pon) and tup tup dpt la jd prefect sat. I mean, saaaaaaat. Dah lepas tu aku letak jawatan. Haha. And masa form1 la start menggedik ngan senior. Nama tak payah sebut lah :D Aku ingat lg masa mid year exam dpt no 1, ada jgk peluang naik pentas tu utk hari penyampaian hadiah! Wee. That was the first and the last time utk 3 tahun seterusnya =.=

2007/2 DELIMA

Form2 rocks!! Tambah2 lg bila aku, Basy dgn Aimi dpt kelas sama lagiiii :D Taktau mcm mana kitorang mmg nakal gilaa tahun tu. Skip classes? Check. Panjat clock tower? Check. Kacau senior? Check. Buli junior? Check. Seludup brg larangan? Check check check. Org smua tak suka geng kitorang sbb suka buat kacau, haha. Asl ada spotcheck ke ape, nama kitorang la naik. + 2 org lg, Farah dgn Atiqah. Mmg sama je sengetnya dgn kitorang. Ngee. But the best part was, tak kira mcm mana nakalnya pun kitorang..akademik still maintain okay. Ahaa kat skolah je cmtu, kat rumah kitorang lg baik dr Charlie's Angel :D Year 2007 jgk tahun menggatal dgn senior, haha, yeah time ni baru nak mengenal kakak2 comel lg lawa kat sekolah. Tak nak sebut nama~

2008/3 DELIMA

Masa ni the trios dah berpecah pun. Aimi masuk 1st class, Akik. Aku masuk 2nd, Delima. Basy masuk 7th, Topaz. Mmg dah start renggang dr awal tahun lg.. Takpe la, I made new friends kat 3D. Deena, Aliah, Azimah, Irza, Fatin Aqilah, Jenny and bnyk lg la.. Dpt kwn2 baru ni sedikit sbnyk dpt tone down kenakalan aku la :P Yela diorang jenis bebaik smua, genius pun tahap einstein jgk la. Thanks to y'all..aku study bebetul utk PMR. Kalau diorang takde, mmg aku takde nak g skolah utk program pecutan smua. Lepak kat rumah je la. Disebabkan tak larat nak dgr diorang membebel hari2 kalau aku skip school, aku pegi jugak. Takpe, tak menyesal pun. Sbb result best. Smua kwn2 aku 8A termasuk aku.

ps; Malas nak cerita psl kes berebut godsis smua.
pps; Ily kak wanie! [;

2009/4 INTAN

Masuk form4 ni la yg agak tension sbb smua pakat nak lari g mrsm la, sbp la. Perghhh buat cm SGGS tak ckup bagus =.= Aku apply jgk mrsm tp entrance exam dia aku tak pegi pun. Yeah i know what's the point of applying kan. Haih so Aimi dgn Aliah pegi MRSM Taiping with a few others, Fatin pegi MRSM Balik Pulau and ada a few yg masuk SBP. Whatever it is, aku terkejut sbb stuck dkat kelas INTAN tu. Sbb aku tak letak pun nama dkt list bebudak yg nak amik akaun, ttbe dpt kelas akaun+muzik+arts pulak. Sheesh. Lantakla. So I didn't have any friends. I repeat, I didn't have any friends till I meet Deena. Haha terus rapat dgn dia lah, apa lg kan. Dah kitorang mmg lone rangers kat situ. Then kenal dgn Sally, Shahira, Hamizah, Fateha, Nicole, Amery, Kah Yoke, Ee-Lin, Tara, Man Ying, Aqilah, Ni Wen.. (bnyk lg kot) yg awesome sgt2. Walaupun kelas kitorang slalu bising, kena aim dgn bnyk ckgu tp..lantak ah. 4 Intan rocks. Genius2 smua kena baling masuk kelas ni (tak termasuk aku). One memorable thing psl form4..aku dpt 99 utk akaun :D Kira highest in form la masa tu.. Then after mid year exam aku drop akaun. Sbb tak tahan tgk number 99 tu reciprocate jd 66. And bio pun duk compete dgn Basyirah sayang aku tu. Dia dpt 96 masa tu, aku dpt 95 kot..tak, tak ingat. Hek eleh masa form4 je pun nak merasa dpt A+ utk bio kan kan kan! Oh and aku join board of traffic wardens! (sbb nak dpt merit. pathethic kan!). Dpt pulak jd duty leader. Wahhh..berganda2 la merit aku, hehehe. And plg sedih, Nicole migrate pegi Aussie! Aww miss you dear! :')

2010/5 INTAN

Awal2 tahun tu, smua masuk kelas dgn muka time-to-get-serious. Lantak la, aku tetap aku, chillax jer. Still, duk sebelah Deena. Kitorang mmg inseparable dah pun, nak buat cm na. SPM ke ape ke, yg aku tau, hari jumaat dah kira hari wajib kitorang lepak kat prangin after school kot! Confirm nmpk muka kitorang kat kaunter coolblog tu. Day after day, diorang dah mcm family bg aku. Aku ingt lg awal tahun, dpt 100 utk physics, smua org mcm 'whoahhhh. u're mad. yeah, who gets 100 for physics'. Aku sengih je. Hek eleh, chapter tu kacang je kot, budak form2 bleh buat. And I got another 100 for maths. Mmg happy gilaa sbb maths mmg fvrt subjek aku, happy sbb dpt buat Cikgu Zainun senyum smpai telinga bila bg balik kertas aku =) I learned to love add maths from Mr Ooi! Before this mmg aku tak suka add maths sbb complicated sgt. Tp mcm mana pun aku tetap dpt A-. Still, A jugak kan. Aku tetapkan azam nak improve add maths and Alhamdulillah..skrg ni okay jgk la. Kenangan terindah sekolah tahun ni bila dpt pegi hari anugerah cemerlang lg! Setelah 3 tahun aku tak naik pentas tu. Tahun ni dpt hadiah utk maths dgn bm. Boleh la tahan.. Aliran masa mid year tu no 5. Masa trial SPM naik ke no 3. Happy tak terkata.. Sbb yela, masuk sekolah tu smua hebat2 mmg susah nak be on top of others. Tp Alhamdulillah I made it this year, my final year. It's something to be remembered later.

And finally, SPM. Well today is the last day. I don't have anything to say about Bio papers. I don't want to hear anything about SPM anymore. I look forward to so many things. PLKN, I'm definitely excited to make new friends and shape up my body ;D I look forward to meeting soooo many people. Faris and Ikhwan, next week. Daddy tak tau lg bila but hopefully, soon! Encik Shah yg dah lama tak jumpaaa. Rindu pulak. And I look forward to college life.

I'm lame, yeah.

So that concludes my schooling life at SGGS.






Assalamualaikum.

#31 Post Ni Panjangggg K.

Highlight of The Day:National Service.

Memang menusuk kalbu gilakkk SMS yg aku dapat. Tapi salah aku jugak kot tgn tak reti duk diam, gatal nak SMS sape suruh kan. Untuk anda2 semua budak SPM 2010 yg still tak tau lg cara nak check status NS, silakan SMS:

PLKN(space)SEMAK(space)IC
or PLKN(space)KEM(space)IC
send to 15888.

Aku tak tau kenapa sistem tu sayang sangat kat aku sebab dia reply SMS aku laju gila! Kawan2 aku yg send smua tak dpt lg. Muahaha. Aku tak seronok pun k! Sheesh. Mari kita baca warkah, i mean SMS, tersebut.

PLKN:KUMP 1.
KEM: KEM TASOH, BESERI, PERLIS.
PKP: PENANG INTERNATIONAL SPORTS ARENA (PISA)
LAPOR: 02-JAN-2011 9:30 PAGI.

Berderai la harapan aku nak keja dulu lpas SPM T___T Dah la dapat kem kat kampung terchenta. You guys tau tak betapa PANASnya bumi perlis? Adoiyaiiiiii mau kena bawak garnier 13 tube la cam niii. Makin gelap la aku yg mmg dah gelap ni. Tp boleh dikira benda ni mcm agenda yg aku tunggu2 : sesi menguruskan badan. XDD Huhu tp tak pe la. Disebabkan tak ramai yg terpilih, aku nak jugak rasa bangga sebab terpilih. Haha yayayayyyyyy happynya!!!!!!! =.="

So sapa2 yg nak kuaq date dgn aku mulai 9 - 31 Disember cepat2 la bgtau aku ye, jgn risau, list masih banyak yg kosong. Tp 16 Disember punya program dah diisi.. XD

Basyirah: ok gay. i'm sorry but i'm not chosen.
Sofea: sorry? sorry?!?!??!?!!
Basyirah: i'm sorry for u la. so i tell mama aku akan kuar dgn hg as often as i can sbb nnt tak jumpa hg 3 bulan. dia diam tak cakap apa. aku anggap it as a yes.

:') Will definitely miss you the most, darla.

Tukar topic 375degrees : SPM.

Yela nak cakap pasal apa lg =.=

Maths dengan ADD MATHS, aku boleh jamin dpt A+ lah. Semua org pun boleh dapat A+ dohh. Subjek yg plg ku tunggu2, Add Maths, mmg tak mengecewakan lgsg, haha. Paper1 mmg susah gilakkk tp paper2, mak aiii, aku gelakkk ja tgk paper tuu :D School paper lg susah. Haha so I think takde mslah A+.

Agama.. tak nak comment bnyk la. Mmg teruk gila3. B+ pun belum tentu dpt. Dah la aku ni baloq liat, malas hafal ayat hafazan! Takpe takpe, aku sedar perangai aku camne, perangai aku pun tak layak nak dapat A+ kalau dilihat dr sudut agama2 ni. Still trying to improve..

Physics.. Physics just murdered me yesterday. Sorry people, I can't even promise you a C+ for Physics. Get it? Not even a C. Yes, it was THAT hard. Budak uni pun takleh buat paper tu kut aku rasa. Mmg the deadliest disaster la Physics ni =.="

Tak nak bebel panjang2, tp nak di-announce-kan kat sini: TINGGAL DUA HARI LAGI :DD
Isnin Chem, Rabu Bio. Then maybe next week's Friday kut pegi Langkawi ke mane ntah, parents duk plan senyap2, aku tak senang hati btul. Haih. Tak nak aku g Langkawi, 10x dah pegi (k that's a lie. tak la smpai 10x), nak pegi tgk WonderGirls tak pun pegi KL or lepak kat Sunway Lagoon? *budak ni gaya tak sedar lg dia kena pegi PLKN kot*

Pesanan Ikhlas.

Sayangku dan adikku jgn seronok sgt ye cuti2 ni, korang tu SPM tahun depan, so sila lah study. Jgn risau kelas tuition akak ni akan dibuka sepanjang Disember. Nanti kita lepak buat Maths yer :D I will miss you guys for 3 months lepas ni. Wahh sebak pulak tp tak nak nangis la. Aku tau ada org tu tak leh tido mlm ni rindu kat aku kan kan kan :D









Assalamualaikum, may God bless!

Love, Sofea Asyiqin. (:

#28 Update.

Assalamualaikum,
Greeting Earthlings!
How are you?

Haven't been online for days, I'm so outdated. Sigh. It's okay, I'll check on your updates.

Let's have a summary of what happened last week:

1 - Bahasa Melayu.

Paper 1 sucks to the max. Idek what I crapped. No catchy intros, lame disorganized points. Definitely one of the B+ essays' criteria. I may have to kiss goodbye to A+. *sad face* Paper 2 okay lah. Dah malas la, takde mood cter psl BM. I had high hopes.

2 - English.

ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Hahahah. Essay was awesome. Loads of ideas flowing, I wrote about 'home'. Pretty simple title, many things to write about. Loveitloveitloveit. Paper 2 was triple awesome I guess. Hello A+! :D And whattheheck, my friends wrote about that Bieber guy in essay? =.="

3 - Sejarah.

Sejarah, which I thought would be the worst, turned out to be the best damn thing of the week! OMG I didn't even read through every F4/F5 topics the night before, was busy texting daddy/otp with ibu. Hahaha no kidding. Slept for 3 hours, woke up at four am and glanced through every page, skipping unnecessary topics (which turned out to be very important). I just studied, like seriously studied, the F5 topics last week so everything was still in correct order in my head. Thank God it was still there during the exam, I have short-term memory I tell you. Geez. Paper 1 was easy peasy. Paper 2..well I crapped but what I wrote was definitely logic ;D Went back home and checked for paper 1 answers and ta-dah, only 2 errors made! 38/40 baby! Alhamdulillah. InsyaAllah A+ dalam tangan.

TINGGI GILA IMPIAN KAU NAK A+ SEMUA.
Suka hati lah, kau jeles?
Hahahah.

TINGGAL 6 HARI LAGI SEKSAAN! WEE!

Dapat email ni, tak tau nak apply tak. Ape kes buat entrance exam kat Jalan Ampang nuh??

Hello everyone

Good news! The Royal Wolverhampton School is offering generous scholarships to Malaysian students.

Please note that this is intended for students who have completed SPM this December and who wishes to study A-level at The Royal Wolverhampton School for the September 2011 term. The following conditions apply:

1) you are a student who will complete SPM / IGCSE or O-level soon
2) you have not turned 18 by the start of term time in September 2011

Please refer to the attached leaflet for further information. An Entrance exam on Sunday, 16 January 2011 will determine deserving students for the scholarship. From the previous entrance exam (held in April), 2 lucky Malaysians accepted a substantial scholarship from the school, one up to 100% towards tuition and boarding fees including meals, medical attention, text books & stationery. The parents only had to fork out air fare, visa fee and a refundable booking deposit.

Note: the school will decide the nett worth of scholarship after compiling the result to one's Entrance exam. The British Council cannot take questions on how much the scholarship is worth.

K. Rasa malas gila3 nak isi borang, study, buat exam, yadayadayada~ Daddy, should I apply?




May God Bless!

#27 Camwhore-d.

Sorry la, gua tak maju cam korang, gua baru je kenal benda ni, hahaha.



I like those lashes. ©

#26 Mine.

studying - but you're in my head .

You were in college working part time waitin’ tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of fallin’
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say "Can you believe it?"
As we’re lying on the couch
The moment I can see it.
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Flash forward and we’re taking on the world together
And there’s a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I’m guarded
You say we’ll never make my parents’ mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, I thought about

Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight
Two-thirty a.m.
Yes, everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye
‘cause that’s all I’ve ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said, "I’ll never leave you alone"

You said, "I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it’s like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man’s careful daughter
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine"

You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Do you believe it?
Going to make it now
I can see it
I can see it now

#25 SPM.

Semalam tak boleh tido lgsg.
Tak boleh lgsg.


D, i wanna do it :D





weeeeeeeefyerwwwwww.


YES, good luck to me and all of you for SPM.
To ME especially =.=
Saye cuak sbb essay-writing skill dah berkarat.
Tak pe ah, japg tgk mane yg bleh polish.

Soalan spot saye dah forward kat korang kan??
Sape takde, roger saye malam ni.
InsyaAllah on fon 5 minutes, haha.

Oh, here's my schedule.

Nov 23: BMI (8-10.15) BMII (2-4.30)
Nov 24: EnglishI (8-9.45) EnglishII (10.30-12.45)
Nov 25: SejarahI (8-9) Sejarah II (2-4.30)
Nov 29: MathsI (8-9.15) MathsII (10-12.30)
Nov 30: AgamaI (8-10) AgamaII (11.15-12.55)
Dec 1: AddMathsI (8-10) AddMathsII (2-4.30)
Dec 2: PhysicsI (8-9.15) PhysicsII (10-12.30) PhysicsIII (2-3.30)
Dec 6: ChemI (8-9.15) ChemII (10-12.30) ChemIII (2-3.30)
Dec 8: BioI (8-9.15) BioII (10-12.30) BioIII (2-3.30)

Banyak2 lah sedekahkan doa pd saye pd masa2 kritikal yg dibreketkan di atas yer.
Terima kasih.
Allah je yang balas jasa anda.

014

Assalamualaikum.


Tak sedar pulak ade yg tak leh view blog aku, asal ek?
Some bleh view some x bleh.
View guna safari bleh je kot.
Tak pe lah, dah tukar layout dah tukar layout :DD

Esok pegi alor star yawwwwwwwwww.
Jumpe tok dgn sedare2 smua sbb ade kenduri.
Haila bila aku nak study kalau keje bejalan jek!?!?!?

Right.
Skrg otw g BJ.
=.=

Peace out~








ps; asal kau miskol???!??!?!?!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!?!!?!






Ittaqullah.
Salam.

#22 Rindu :)

Ollaaaaaaa. Rindu I tak? :D Fine, tak rindu sudehh~ Ade I kesah, haha.



My level of confidence nak buat spm dah naik sikit.. Dr smlm study physics, insyaAllah boleh habes within this week. Other subjects macam dah ready jgk. Sejarah tggl yg form4 punya ja a few chapters. Biology ada dlm 4/5 chapters lg. Sempat kut nak habes revise semua :D Skrg nak lelap pun tak bleh, idk why. Bila penat study, baring atas katil then after 5 mins, bgn study balek =.= Demam spm doh.

Kawan2 yg lain dah ready gak ke? Ngehehh best dpt buat spm sekelas dgn most of my friends :D Bleh tiru2 yek? Hehe. Well except deena yg tersesat g klas lain :(

Spm tak spm, harry potter tetap kena tgk babe x]

2 months in a steady relationship, takde gaduh2 :D
I'm quite impressed.
Lurveyewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww *gedik*





Assalamualaikum!
May God Bless.

012

Aku tau aku cakap aku tak online tapi ini PENTINGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
K takla penting sgt ponn actually.

Aku ada jerawat 2 bijik.
Actually aku taktau tu benda hapa ponn tp basy ckp jerawatt.
Hmmm sofea? Berjerawat?
2 ketui ja ponn, nak risau paa.
Risau la sbb te'o ckp muka aku licin mcm pungkok bebii =.=
Tetiba je dua bijik ni spoil.
Yg kt hidung tader la obvious sgt aihh.
Yg kat tepi kening ni mcm duk pgg neon sign LOOKATMELOOKATME jehh.
Siot. Ternyata GARNIER sangat berkesan.

Ok, secondly~
Hari ni jalan2 kt blog org and berjaya menjumpai blog kakak ni yg agak interesting.
Nama dia Amalina.
Tak salah aku jumpa dr blog daddy kot.
Comei dan interesting la blog dia :D
Dah berjaya follow. Check it out~

Baju skolah dah basuh. Kasut pun.
Sebak la jugak bila fikir2 balik.
9 hari ja lg aku akan sarung uniform burok tu.
Huaaaaaaaaaa lepaih ni mana nak pakai baju gitu2 dah.
*sobsob*
Adakah aku akan merindui St. George's Girls' School (Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi) tu?
Semuanya akan diketahui selepas 8 November, jeng3~

Makin menjadi2 pulak ke-merepek-an aku ni.
K nak p solat maghrib then study.
Aite, buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~



XOXO Sofea ^^

009

HOLLOW EARTHLINGS!
It's time to rule the world.

Ok cut the crap already.

Ye seperti yg sedia maklum, saye tak pegi sekolah dua hari dah. Saye tak la serajin kamu kamu dan kamu tu, saye tau. Biar lah. Saye duk rumah bukan tido je, saye study tau.. In fact, saye study SEJARAH k. Nampak sangat saye rajin hari ni, bhahaha. Baru khatam bab 8&9 form 5. Banyak lagi bab tu..


Gini lah muke saye masa study sejarah.. Comei kan.. Hihi.

Mggu depan raya haji rasa cm nak larikan diri dr penang ni, maybe stay rumah auntie kat sg petani kot. ( some of you maybe akan mentafsir tindakan ini sbg desperate attempt nak dekat dgn detuhh. hello? pls la. ) Or maybe balik kampung perlis. Tp daddy keje. Nak g mane pun dgn mummy je lah. Btw, dlm agenda raya haji, ade termaktub rule kena bg/mintak duit raye tak? Heheheheheheh. Meh meh sapa nak bg, kecik tapak tangan nyiru ditadahkan (relevan ke peribahasa ni?).

Yaaaa semalam genaplah dua bulan awak dgn saye kan kan kan. Tu belum dua tahun. ;)

Ok ok saye akan pegi sambung study lepas blogwalking aite..

( kebelakangan ni rajin baca blog daddy dengan muzakkir. )



XOXO!