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Yours,
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#6 My Favo Is Black Pepper!
I don't know what to worry about. Is it my SPM. Or my body weight. Or my shopping addiction. Or my scholarship applicationS (notice the plural). Big sigh. So many things to do..
I was in school today for pecutan SPM, Bio and Maths. Deena and I were not even in the hall the whole morning because we were busy chasing after teachers to get their signatures and filling in the expected grades for SPM in our forms. At the end of the day..phew, what a relief because we managed to get everything done before 12.30 pm. We worked hard for that okay! We even left early from Maths class (with teacher's permission) to find the PK HEM. Some of the students who just knew about this forecast result thingy was rushing to get their forms as well and I can tell you that I'm happy mine is already settled. Nothing to worry about now. :) Well nothing besides that scholarship application stuffs which I really despise. I mean, who would write essays to 'sell' themselves? I wouldn't. But this is an emergency call so no matter what, I have to do it.
After all the tiring part is done, Deena and I headed to PM and shopped for school supplies. We bought these really pretty paper clips and bookmarks! Something to be remembered in the future. The paper clips are very cute, check them out:
Then we went to McD again and had our lunch there. Deena had Spicy Chicken McDeluxe and I decided to try the black pepper one instead. Mine was undeniably tasty, I would want to buy another set or burger. FYI, I've been eating McD for three weeks in a row. Yes, every Friday since two weeks ago. Now I'm worried about my body weight. =.=
Mine, AWESOME. YUMMYYYY.
Ours. (: We were done anyway, those are empty boxes!
This is.. =.= Deena's job.
She loves that Spicy seasoning so much, she would want make a juice out of it.
Sheesh Deena, this thing is SPICY you know.
There's a reason why it's called SPICY SHAKER FRIES.
At last, we went window shopping and I bought Cappucino Cheese from Secret Recipe. Loveeeee it! I've been craving for that piece of cake for months!
Muah!
TTFN, bye!
ps; TTFN - Ta Ta For Now. I'm talking Paris Hilton's language now (:
I was in school today for pecutan SPM, Bio and Maths. Deena and I were not even in the hall the whole morning because we were busy chasing after teachers to get their signatures and filling in the expected grades for SPM in our forms. At the end of the day..phew, what a relief because we managed to get everything done before 12.30 pm. We worked hard for that okay! We even left early from Maths class (with teacher's permission) to find the PK HEM. Some of the students who just knew about this forecast result thingy was rushing to get their forms as well and I can tell you that I'm happy mine is already settled. Nothing to worry about now. :) Well nothing besides that scholarship application stuffs which I really despise. I mean, who would write essays to 'sell' themselves? I wouldn't. But this is an emergency call so no matter what, I have to do it.
After all the tiring part is done, Deena and I headed to PM and shopped for school supplies. We bought these really pretty paper clips and bookmarks! Something to be remembered in the future. The paper clips are very cute, check them out:
Then we went to McD again and had our lunch there. Deena had Spicy Chicken McDeluxe and I decided to try the black pepper one instead. Mine was undeniably tasty, I would want to buy another set or burger. FYI, I've been eating McD for three weeks in a row. Yes, every Friday since two weeks ago. Now I'm worried about my body weight. =.=
Mine, AWESOME. YUMMYYYY.Ours. (: We were done anyway, those are empty boxes!This is.. =.= Deena's job.She loves that Spicy seasoning so much, she would want make a juice out of it.
Sheesh Deena, this thing is SPICY you know.
There's a reason why it's called SPICY SHAKER FRIES.
At last, we went window shopping and I bought Cappucino Cheese from Secret Recipe. Loveeeee it! I've been craving for that piece of cake for months!
Muah!
TTFN, bye!
Yours,
ps; TTFN - Ta Ta For Now. I'm talking Paris Hilton's language now (:
#4 Goodbye Circus Rat.
SPM is just around the corner. Okay cut the crap about SPM ALREADY. Ramble about something else that might not interest anyone except your gayp. Here you go.
Dear Circus Rat.
I want to crush your teeth, flatten your handsome face, pull out your ears and feed them to the monkeys, grind your intestines, chop your balls and boil it with chicken soup as much as I want to pull you into my arms and kiss your soft, full, red lips. I loved you. I love you. Scratch that last. I just..I don't know. I'm numb. I tried and still trying, my best to despise you but my attempts failed miserably. I don't know what or how you did to me. You turned my whole world upside down and left without telling me how to make everything back to normal again. However after some time, I learned to survive on my own. Then you came back. And left me again. And came back.
Maybe you think that this whole messing-the-girl's-heart thing is another game. Maybe you flirt with her before because you were bored. She did make you laugh at times and you do enjoy her company. Sometimes, you smile when her face randomly appears in your mind. You shrug off the thought because it seems silly to think about a GIRL. And maybe sometimes you realize that the girl 'likes' you more than what you expected. Maybe it's just your imagination but it doesn't look that way. Maybe you felt sorry once or twice. Maybe you feel like telling her that you're sorry but then decided not to because it would hurt your so-called ego. Maybe at the end you do realize that you've fallen for her. But admitting something that big is just too hard right..
I don't know, I'm confused about you boy. What I know now is that I can't let myself get hurt for another time. I am a believer that everything happens for some reasons. Maybe we are not destined to be together. Maybe I'm just not good enough to be with someone like you? Maybe you're looking for someone with better qualities. Or maybe you have found that someone after all? I won't be asking these straight to your face. I wouldn't have the chance to. And I..wouldn't want to know the answer. It'll hurt allright.
Squishy, this is the last time that I will ever write about you. I'm getting over you, FOR REAL, this time. I know I said this a few times but this is my final decision and I'll do it. I can. I can if I put in a little bit more effort than last time. I loved you and nothing can change that. But for now, I'll just do what's best for me. May you lead a good life. I do hope you'll find happiness and probably, love, in someone else. So long Squishy. :)
Dear Baby Boo.
I'm sorry for not being honest to you about my feelings. I was just bemused about this whole situation. Leaving all the things that happened to me for the last five months is definitely something very challenging. But I tried you know, I do. But I was never serious about it. I know it's my fault and maybe you feel that I've been cheating on you. But trust me..I never had the intention to hurt you. I'm trapped. This is the hardest choice that I have to make all my life.
And finally I chose you. I chose you baby. You're just so undeniably sincere to me since the first time we know each other. And the age gap..it never bothers you. You don't care about the way I look or dress. You never said anything. You accepted my flaws and you try to comprehend. I'm doing just the same as you. I try to accept things as it is and go with the flow, see where this path will take us to. I'm willing to try something extremely new to me because you convinced me to. You gave me the courage. And I never worry about falling. Because I know you'll be there to catch me. You'll always be with me.
Baby boo, I love you. I'm learning to love you the way you should be loved. I'm giving you all the things you deserve since the first time. I'm going to appreciate your presence and attention. I'm never EVER going to hurt you. Mark my words. If it is already written up there that we belong to each other then we do, right? I love you. I love you and..I love you. (:
Dear Circus Rat.
I want to crush your teeth, flatten your handsome face, pull out your ears and feed them to the monkeys, grind your intestines, chop your balls and boil it with chicken soup as much as I want to pull you into my arms and kiss your soft, full, red lips. I loved you. I love you. Scratch that last. I just..I don't know. I'm numb. I tried and still trying, my best to despise you but my attempts failed miserably. I don't know what or how you did to me. You turned my whole world upside down and left without telling me how to make everything back to normal again. However after some time, I learned to survive on my own. Then you came back. And left me again. And came back.
Maybe you think that this whole messing-the-girl's-heart thing is another game. Maybe you flirt with her before because you were bored. She did make you laugh at times and you do enjoy her company. Sometimes, you smile when her face randomly appears in your mind. You shrug off the thought because it seems silly to think about a GIRL. And maybe sometimes you realize that the girl 'likes' you more than what you expected. Maybe it's just your imagination but it doesn't look that way. Maybe you felt sorry once or twice. Maybe you feel like telling her that you're sorry but then decided not to because it would hurt your so-called ego. Maybe at the end you do realize that you've fallen for her. But admitting something that big is just too hard right..
I don't know, I'm confused about you boy. What I know now is that I can't let myself get hurt for another time. I am a believer that everything happens for some reasons. Maybe we are not destined to be together. Maybe I'm just not good enough to be with someone like you? Maybe you're looking for someone with better qualities. Or maybe you have found that someone after all? I won't be asking these straight to your face. I wouldn't have the chance to. And I..wouldn't want to know the answer. It'll hurt allright.
Squishy, this is the last time that I will ever write about you. I'm getting over you, FOR REAL, this time. I know I said this a few times but this is my final decision and I'll do it. I can. I can if I put in a little bit more effort than last time. I loved you and nothing can change that. But for now, I'll just do what's best for me. May you lead a good life. I do hope you'll find happiness and probably, love, in someone else. So long Squishy. :)
Dear Baby Boo.
I'm sorry for not being honest to you about my feelings. I was just bemused about this whole situation. Leaving all the things that happened to me for the last five months is definitely something very challenging. But I tried you know, I do. But I was never serious about it. I know it's my fault and maybe you feel that I've been cheating on you. But trust me..I never had the intention to hurt you. I'm trapped. This is the hardest choice that I have to make all my life.
And finally I chose you. I chose you baby. You're just so undeniably sincere to me since the first time we know each other. And the age gap..it never bothers you. You don't care about the way I look or dress. You never said anything. You accepted my flaws and you try to comprehend. I'm doing just the same as you. I try to accept things as it is and go with the flow, see where this path will take us to. I'm willing to try something extremely new to me because you convinced me to. You gave me the courage. And I never worry about falling. Because I know you'll be there to catch me. You'll always be with me.
Baby boo, I love you. I'm learning to love you the way you should be loved. I'm giving you all the things you deserve since the first time. I'm going to appreciate your presence and attention. I'm never EVER going to hurt you. Mark my words. If it is already written up there that we belong to each other then we do, right? I love you. I love you and..I love you. (:
Forever yours,
#2 Secret One.
Here's a secret:
I come up with a list about five minutes ago. Ahemm. So..
10 differences between men and guys.
1. Guys say 'I miss you baby' so often, sometimes about 19 times per day (exaggerating) but men will only ask 'where have you been?'.
2. Guys are the ones who will buy bracelets, stupid love novels, cuddly stuffs etc for their girlfriends on birthdays. Men are the ones who will simply put a birthday card with a red rose in their girlfriends' bags or call them at 12 o'clock sharp to sing birthday songs.
3. Guys.. go for Converse, Body Glove, Billabong but men look up for Topman, Tommy Hilfiger, Diesel, Lacoste, Ralph Lauren and maybe.. Armani.
4. Guys will send 'iloveyou' text messages every night before sleep but men just don't. Maybe it's because of their alter-ego or they're afraid that the girls might get bored hearing them say so.
5. Girl: I'm busy, text you later. The guy: All right baby, love you, mmuah mmuah mmuaahhhhhh x1000.
Girl: I'm busy, text you later. The man: Ok.
6. Guys watch romantic films and cartoons on dates but a man would go for thrill and action movies.
7. Guys are the ones who celebrate 1st, 2nd, 3rd etc month-saries. Men don't.
8. Guys will say 'we're the best couple ever because you're amazing!', but for men.. 'we're good because.. we have each other'.
9. When it comes to interests.. guys know that their girlfriends are into Justin Bieber, Project Runway, Sophie Kinsella and maybe.. purple teddy bears. A man would know stuffs like types of women's Burberry perfumes, his girlfriends' favourite VOIR stilettos, dream cars and so on..
10. Guys always think about NOW. Men are the ones who already have plans for the future..
Trust me, I can tell the differences. I have personal experience, hahahahaaa!
I've always wanted a man as my boyfriend, not just a guy.I mean, not that he has to be older than me. He may be a guy of the same age as me but more matured, taller (of course!) and definitely doesn't look/dress/talk like.. well, TYPICAL GUYS!
I come up with a list about five minutes ago. Ahemm. So..
1. Guys say 'I miss you baby' so often, sometimes about 19 times per day (exaggerating) but men will only ask 'where have you been?'.
2. Guys are the ones who will buy bracelets, stupid love novels, cuddly stuffs etc for their girlfriends on birthdays. Men are the ones who will simply put a birthday card with a red rose in their girlfriends' bags or call them at 12 o'clock sharp to sing birthday songs.
3. Guys.. go for Converse, Body Glove, Billabong but men look up for Topman, Tommy Hilfiger, Diesel, Lacoste, Ralph Lauren and maybe.. Armani.
4. Guys will send 'iloveyou' text messages every night before sleep but men just don't. Maybe it's because of their alter-ego or they're afraid that the girls might get bored hearing them say so.
5. Girl: I'm busy, text you later. The guy: All right baby, love you, mmuah mmuah mmuaahhhhhh x1000.
Girl: I'm busy, text you later. The man: Ok.
6. Guys watch romantic films and cartoons on dates but a man would go for thrill and action movies.
7. Guys are the ones who celebrate 1st, 2nd, 3rd etc month-saries. Men don't.
8. Guys will say 'we're the best couple ever because you're amazing!', but for men.. 'we're good because.. we have each other'.
9. When it comes to interests.. guys know that their girlfriends are into Justin Bieber, Project Runway, Sophie Kinsella and maybe.. purple teddy bears. A man would know stuffs like types of women's Burberry perfumes, his girlfriends' favourite VOIR stilettos, dream cars and so on..
10. Guys always think about NOW. Men are the ones who already have plans for the future..
Trust me, I can tell the differences. I have personal experience, hahahahaaa!
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