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Aku tau aku TAK HOT so jgn kata aku hot boleh? =.=
Gay partner pun sama ja penipu.
Yg hot tu hang la weiii bukan aku.
Doh.
Hai awak, kawan baru :D
~takde apa nak update actually~

Oh ade sorg mamat mane ntah nak hantar rombongan meminang aku padahal baru kenal sejam kat FB.
Haha ye saye tau awak melawak je, thanks, lawak awak menjadi!
Bhahaha beria2 je nak dtg naik merc, nak bg lamborghini merah as hantaran ye? =.=
Ya Allah, bestnya kalau jadi betoi.
Bhahahahahahahaaaaaa.

Btw, I like this song!

Is It You? - Cassie ((:

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way, the way I like to it have my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share, shows he cares
I'm thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? Is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? Is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way, the way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share, shows he cares
I'm thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? Is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? Is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?

Someone who won't take for granted
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call
who isn't afraid of love to share

Is it you? Is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? Is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need?

ps; I tak suka lelaki GAY.

#39 Sweetheart, I Miss You..

Dude! Can I rape you? *random*

Takde kredit nak text semua org, so kat sini pun jd la kan?

Sally!
Rindu you babe, bila nak hang out, huaaa.
Selamat bekerja kat komtar ye, dpt gaji nnti jgn lupa i tau tau.
Takpe, skrg giliran i pegi PLKN, nanti you pulak k!
Nanti i pulak rindu kat you!
Ahaha :')

Deena!
Tak tau hg g mana weh, gagal dihubungi lpas SPM kecuali di FB.
Huaaa busy gila hg kalah menteri doe.
Tlg mak hg ke?
Hg jd model utk shawl mak hg ke? *wink2*
Rindu hg wehhh~

Te'o, Shiro, Mijah!
You all!
Bila kita nak lepak coolblog lg, huhu.
Last time setiap jumaat kita pegi kan.
And every friday jgk kita buat gila kat popular kan.
Rindu la kat you all!

Basyirah!
(jgn marah weh nama hg ter-kebawah sket)
Tak rindu sgt kot sbb baru jumpa, huahua.
Aku harap hg berjaya dpt keja weh.
Tak abeh2 dgn job hunt dr last week!
Nnti keja bebetoi, jgn duk ngorat org ja keja.
Yg DUA org tu hg nak letak mana *wink2*

Aimi!
Babe~
Aku tau kita dah tak rapat dah since hg pegi mrsm.
Wlupun dah balik sini, kita dgn geng2 kita la kan.
Whatever it is, aku rindu sgt zaman kita dulu2 masa f2.
Babe, if there's a chance, nanti kita jumpa k!

Nazmi!
Babe, bila you nak dtg sini ha?
Ahaha i tak boleh la g sane, Nilai tu jauh benar.
Lgpun ye, i ni driver yg tak sah, takde lesen lg *.*
Babe i'm glad kita kwn lg!
Not many guys mcm u sbb slalunya lpas break up, confirm the guy taknak kwn dgn the girl dah kan.
Ahahahah but we're different kan, bestie? :)
I harap u bahagia dgn Nieyna, jaga budak comel tu elok2 ye *wink2*

Sahafiz!
I taktau dah you kat mane skrg, tgh buat ape smua.
Ahaa i plg ingat you sbb you bf i yg plg tuaaaa i rasa *bhahaha*
4 years older kan.
You dah bahagia dgn gf baru skrg ey.
Well, good for you.
Ada kesempatan nanti kita jumpa k!

Khairil!
Huaaaaaaaaa sedih gila takde masa nak jumpa you.
That day i busy dgn diorang2, sorry eh.
I tau u nak belanja i mkn unagi (sbb i tak pnah mkn).
Lpas i blk PLKN baru kita pegi mkn eh eh eh.
Rindu you!
It has been 3 months since kita last jumpa kan.
Ahaa :)

Kah Yoke, Amery, Ee-Lin!
Miss you guys, awww (;
Will meet you guys tomorrow in school, yes?
We'll be helping Puan Ling with the PMR results.
I'm so glad i'll be joining you guys because seriously, i'm starting to miss school~
Don't you?

Adik Ikhwan!
Adik, jgn sedih2 k, pls take care of your health!
Maybe she has her own reasons knape tak layan adik.
Biar lah dia..
Adik, pls focus on your studies k!
SPM tahun depan k, pls prepare early kalau tak jd mcm akak ni *.*
Adik, i'm sorry i can't be there for you all the time esp masa adik sedih.
Akak pun ade masalah akak sndiri dik, takde sape nak dgr pun!
Huhu~

Ibu!
Ibu, baby rindu ibu..
Ibu jgn la berterusan mntak maaf kat baby, ibu tak buat salah ape pun k.
Baby cuma taknak ada further problems dgn korang berdua.
Huhu so baby tak nak campur dah la hal ibu dgn dia k.
Ibu, when i'm ready nanti baby contact ibu balik k.
I promise things will be back to normal..

END.

#38 Crap Bukan Crab.

Bagai jatuh ditimpa lori 5 tan babe :D
No matter how crap I feel, I won't put sad smileys in my blog.

1. Gaduh dgn bf tadi. Which leads to number 2.
2. Break off dgn bf.
3. Di-ignore oleh Dazzler. Again.

Dear you,

I care for you babe, I seriously do. You tak buat salah ape pun, you're a nice guy. Everything's my fault. I keep too many secrets, I'm never satisfied with what you do, I'm an ungrateful human being, you are allowed to kill me (seriously). Besides, the chemistry isn't there. And we argued twice on the same issue, about the same guy. Sorry babe, you're not matured enough for me. You never spelled my name correctly. Sorry I wasted 3 months of your life. Sorry babe, but I never lied to you. I keep secrets but I don't lie. Sorry for everything. I do hope we stay friends though. I still care about you..

From the bottom of my heart, XOXO.

Crap, all my life I try to make everyone happy but no one is ever happy with me kan kan kan.
Sedihnya babe.
I taknak rasa mcm ni, I tak nak fikir bukan2 psl u.
I taknak fikir that u took advantage on me just because I'm nice to everyone.
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Tp mcm mana kalau betul?

*suka hati la aku guna bahasa rojak pun, emosi tak betul skrg*

Rasa loya gilaaa dr smlm, tak abeh g kot smpai skrg.
Dah don't give me that look, I'm not pregnant.
Kalau tak confirm doc tak tick "LAYAK UTK PLKN" masa medical check up td.
Yes, I did my check up.
They analysed my urine, ok kot.
And calculated my BMI - normal.
Blood pressure, heartbeat blah3 - normal *very surprising*
Nothing's wrong with my system lah!
(except that i'm FAT)

Maybe ada hikmahnya aku kena hantar pegi PLKN ey.
To escape from all these?

Was it something I said or something I did
Did my words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Ya, I tried but I guess that's why they say

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn, yeah, it does

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you, the wound heals
But the scar, that scar will remain

This is my current tune.
Every Rose Has Its Thorn - Miley Cyrus.

#37 9 Words Men Use.

1.Fine: Depends heavily on the context. A 'fine' after asking, say, "How was work?", means "It was f***ed, I'm not interested in talking about it". Fine at the end of an argument, however, has the same connotations as when a woman would use it, but it is USUALLY SHOUTED LIKE THIS because us men have trouble using an inside voice when we're angry.

2.Five minutes: What is he doing? Videogames? Five minutes is about half an hour then, or until he finds the ever elusive 'next save point'. Getting ready for sex? Five minutes is two minutes. Preparing to leave? Five minutes means five minutes, and if you're not in the car in exactly five minutes you will find yourself under a veritable barrage of honking until you rectify the fact.

3.Nothing: Is largely a synonym for 'fine', though more resolute. A 'fine' can be challenged, a 'nothing' is completely off limits, and rather than signaling that an argument is forth coming, it should tell any man-savvy woman that whatever is wrong is not up for discussion with her, her mother, or anyone she is related to. Full stop. Period.

4.Go ahead: "I'm not interested in arguing with you anymore, do whatever the hell you want. See if I care!" Often accompanied by a #1.

5.Loud sigh: Sometimes with a curse, like 'J***s Ch***t' or 'F**king hell', this is a sign of frustration, and means, basically, "I so don't understand the issue here, what is she still pissed about? My conclusive rebuttals weren't enough for her?"

6.That's okay: This is a sign of disappointment. If a dude tells you 'that's okay' after you've just admitted something, it means his respect for you has taken a free fall and he's not sure what to say that won't insult you, despite his current feelings. If a guy is saying 'that's okay' a lot, you should examine your patterns and find out why.

7.Thanks: This depends largely on the context and intonation. Like eels and shotguns, 'thanks' is a slippery beast and by no means can be explained in one dot point. So I won't.

8.Whatever: "I'm over it. I'm not interested in arguing. I still think I'm right, but you know what? You don't, and I'm beyond caring. F**k you." That's what 'whatever' means.

9.Don't worry about it, I got it: This isn't often used by men, but when uttered it holds the same connotations as "Stop asking if I need help, I am a MAN, I am more than capable of handling this shit myself". Women often challenge this, which can result in a #4 #5 combo, or, worse, a #1 followed up by an #8.

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Can't wait for Monday/Tuesday.
Seriously, I CAN'T! : D

Sorry, takde mood nak update.
Went out to the mall today.
Didn't shop, didn't watch movie.
Ate McD and walked around.
Ate indulgence before heading home.
The slice of cake was totally umphhhhhh, awesome.
The only thing that cheered me up today.

Some people just don't understand.
Do I need to put up a neon sign saying 'leave me alone'?
Haih, just carry on with your life and leave me out of it.
No, not mad at you.
No, do not despise you.
Don't get me wrong.

Current tune : Can't Be Tamed - Miley Cyrus.
Maybe I can't.

#34 Things I've Learned.

Things I've learned throughout 2010.
(inspired by gay partner, love)

1. Never trust someone that you meet on the Net. Even if that someone happens to be your 'online boyfriend/girlfriend', do NOT trust them until you have actually met and talk to them personally.
2. People lie and put on dramas more often than you think they do.
3. Never use facebook to post updates about your pathetic love life. People might misunderstand and throw even more pathetic gossips about you. And you might not be able to deny them because the evidence is, duh, on facebook.
4. Never ever wear CARDIGANS on a date, they make you look FAT.
5. Don't bother your ex every second even if you're trying to win his/her heart back. Give him/her some 'alone' time. He/She'll come around when he/she misses you.
6. When you want to bitch about someone, remember that usually that bitch bitches better than you do. So just keep your mouth shut and be a good girl. Let people hate the bitch, don't let them start hating you. *winks*
7. Whenever you're depressed, do NOT gobble up 8 tablets of PCM. It isn't an antidepressant! Refer to point 17.
8. Never put up your phone number of facebook if you don't want some stranger calling you at 2 am demanding for phone sex. (it happens) =.=
9. Never try to define love, you'll be mad. Trust me, the definition changes every day.
10. Never ask guys things like 'do you love me?' when you know they do. Never bother them with stupid questions, they have more complicated things to think about.
11. Don't do long-distance relationships if you're not prepared for arguments and broken hearts.
12. Forgive people and pray that they will change.
13. Don't judge someone on facebook from their profile picture and status messages. Refer to point 2.
14. When you're about to give up and you feel like commiting suicide..watch Oprah. Usually it helps. Because there are people in this world who face bigger problems than us. Refer point 15.
15. Don't overlook all the tiny things in life. Appreciate the blessings that God has given us.
16. DON'T LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY BEFORE MARRIAGE.
17. Listening to instrumental songs make you calm (especially muse muse muse!). It's a great help when you're studying (under pressure) too.
18. Always do early preparation for huge examinations. Staying up late/waking up really early will not work.
19. Pretend to be happy even when you're not. Because sadness/happiness is something that spreads easily.
20. Elevate your mood by shaking your butt to some catchy tunes (my favourite-step up movie soundtracks!). Sweat a bit!
21. Don't lock your phone/inbox with passwords that are easily broken. Never put your name, your boyfriend/girlfriend's name or your birthday as passwords. Your cat's birthday should be fine.
22. If you don't eat something (in my case, sushi), tell your boyfriend about it before you guys go out on a date to avoid unnecessary hospital visits.
23. NEVER EVER forget monthsary/anniversary dates even if you think that they're not important. Someone, which is your boyfriend/girlfriend, might get upset.
24. It's okay to keep in touch with your ex even when you're with someone new. As long as your new guy/girl knows about it.
25. Don't cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend. He/She can do the same thing to you.

=)

#33 Life.

Wow the whole world knows what I did.
Oh-em-gee, don't think I'm able to handle such spotlight but thanks anyway ;)
Finally figured out that what I thought was the right thing to do turned out to be totally wrong (to some people).
I'll make you happy.
I'll fuck off from your life.
Scratch that last.
Your lives.

Life after SPM .. sucks (so far).
First date with dear, faris and lil' brother, ikhwan tomorrow.
And another date next week.
With .. gay partner, RJ, encik shah and friend.
Should be awesome, expecting so many things :D

When you have too much time to kill, sometimes it drives you crazy.
Thought of writing another novel but .. the ideas wouldn't come to me.
Well what do I expect, haven't written anything for about a year now.
Novel-writing is definitely out of my things-to-do list.
Have moved on to do something that I (used to) enjoy a few years back.
Not actually an art-person but I was quite good at it.
So I started drawing a potrait this morning (after a few tiring hours searching for the perfect photo).
Will be posting up my artwork here, as soon as I finish it, should take more or less about 8 hours (you will know why later) =.=

I did make money out of this drawing thingy when I was in form 3.
I drew Jessica Simpson (teacher gave me 18/20) for myself, Emma Watson for Zahirah (18/20), Alicia Keys for Imany (19.5/20) and another one .. can't remember who, for gay partner (I think it was 18/20).
30bucks per piece ;)
People needed good marks for Arts at that time, they would do anything.
And I needed cash, bhahahaaaa.

K byebye, needah-brrrreakk.
Yes, a break.
From all these things that make me sick.

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Terkilan sikit sebab ada orang tu jauhkan diri dari aku.
Terkilan banyak sebab ada orang tu baik dengan aku and ambil kesempatan dari tu.
Terkilan.. kenapa orang kena buat aku macam ni, teruk sangat ke aku?
Tak layak ke aku jd 'kawan' korang?
Tak pe tak pe, aku sabar selagi boleh sabar :')

#31 Post Ni Panjangggg K.

Highlight of The Day:National Service.

Memang menusuk kalbu gilakkk SMS yg aku dapat. Tapi salah aku jugak kot tgn tak reti duk diam, gatal nak SMS sape suruh kan. Untuk anda2 semua budak SPM 2010 yg still tak tau lg cara nak check status NS, silakan SMS:

PLKN(space)SEMAK(space)IC
or PLKN(space)KEM(space)IC
send to 15888.

Aku tak tau kenapa sistem tu sayang sangat kat aku sebab dia reply SMS aku laju gila! Kawan2 aku yg send smua tak dpt lg. Muahaha. Aku tak seronok pun k! Sheesh. Mari kita baca warkah, i mean SMS, tersebut.

PLKN:KUMP 1.
KEM: KEM TASOH, BESERI, PERLIS.
PKP: PENANG INTERNATIONAL SPORTS ARENA (PISA)
LAPOR: 02-JAN-2011 9:30 PAGI.

Berderai la harapan aku nak keja dulu lpas SPM T___T Dah la dapat kem kat kampung terchenta. You guys tau tak betapa PANASnya bumi perlis? Adoiyaiiiiii mau kena bawak garnier 13 tube la cam niii. Makin gelap la aku yg mmg dah gelap ni. Tp boleh dikira benda ni mcm agenda yg aku tunggu2 : sesi menguruskan badan. XDD Huhu tp tak pe la. Disebabkan tak ramai yg terpilih, aku nak jugak rasa bangga sebab terpilih. Haha yayayayyyyyy happynya!!!!!!! =.="

So sapa2 yg nak kuaq date dgn aku mulai 9 - 31 Disember cepat2 la bgtau aku ye, jgn risau, list masih banyak yg kosong. Tp 16 Disember punya program dah diisi.. XD

Basyirah: ok gay. i'm sorry but i'm not chosen.
Sofea: sorry? sorry?!?!??!?!!
Basyirah: i'm sorry for u la. so i tell mama aku akan kuar dgn hg as often as i can sbb nnt tak jumpa hg 3 bulan. dia diam tak cakap apa. aku anggap it as a yes.

:') Will definitely miss you the most, darla.

Tukar topic 375degrees : SPM.

Yela nak cakap pasal apa lg =.=

Maths dengan ADD MATHS, aku boleh jamin dpt A+ lah. Semua org pun boleh dapat A+ dohh. Subjek yg plg ku tunggu2, Add Maths, mmg tak mengecewakan lgsg, haha. Paper1 mmg susah gilakkk tp paper2, mak aiii, aku gelakkk ja tgk paper tuu :D School paper lg susah. Haha so I think takde mslah A+.

Agama.. tak nak comment bnyk la. Mmg teruk gila3. B+ pun belum tentu dpt. Dah la aku ni baloq liat, malas hafal ayat hafazan! Takpe takpe, aku sedar perangai aku camne, perangai aku pun tak layak nak dapat A+ kalau dilihat dr sudut agama2 ni. Still trying to improve..

Physics.. Physics just murdered me yesterday. Sorry people, I can't even promise you a C+ for Physics. Get it? Not even a C. Yes, it was THAT hard. Budak uni pun takleh buat paper tu kut aku rasa. Mmg the deadliest disaster la Physics ni =.="

Tak nak bebel panjang2, tp nak di-announce-kan kat sini: TINGGAL DUA HARI LAGI :DD
Isnin Chem, Rabu Bio. Then maybe next week's Friday kut pegi Langkawi ke mane ntah, parents duk plan senyap2, aku tak senang hati btul. Haih. Tak nak aku g Langkawi, 10x dah pegi (k that's a lie. tak la smpai 10x), nak pegi tgk WonderGirls tak pun pegi KL or lepak kat Sunway Lagoon? *budak ni gaya tak sedar lg dia kena pegi PLKN kot*

Pesanan Ikhlas.

Sayangku dan adikku jgn seronok sgt ye cuti2 ni, korang tu SPM tahun depan, so sila lah study. Jgn risau kelas tuition akak ni akan dibuka sepanjang Disember. Nanti kita lepak buat Maths yer :D I will miss you guys for 3 months lepas ni. Wahh sebak pulak tp tak nak nangis la. Aku tau ada org tu tak leh tido mlm ni rindu kat aku kan kan kan :D









Assalamualaikum, may God bless!

Love, Sofea Asyiqin. (:

#29 Harry Potter 7 (Part 1) Goofs.

Continuity: It's clear that Harry's glasses don't have lenses during certain parts of the film.

Revealing mistakes: There are fruits labeled "dirigible plums" outside the Lovegood home. The fruits actually resemble peaches rather than plums.

Continuity: Upon standing by the ruins of his parents' house at Godric's Hollow, Harry has a flashback about the night Voldemort killed his parents. Voldemort is shown as the pale, snake-like man he looks like. But 16 years earlier, when Harry's parents were killed, Voldemort was still human. It wasn't until book 4 (The Goblet of Fire) that Voldemort is restored to power and creates a this new, reptile-like body for himself.

Continuity: When Ron's mum is outside the burrow waiting for everyone to arrive she suddenly appears indoors upon the arrival of Fred.

Continuity: In the scene where Bellatrix is torturing Hermione, she is carving into her right arm. Later, when they show Hermione crying and staring at her arm, the carving that Bellatrix had done was now on Hermione's right arm.

Revealing mistakes: During the graveyard scene at Godric's Hollow the ground is frozen and it is snowing. Despite this, neither character's breath mists as they breath or speak.

Continuity: When Harry holds Regulus's locket up in front of Kreacher, the chains are together when you can see Harry and separated when you can see Kreacher.

Continuity: When Reg Cattermole/Ron Weasley is being interrogated by Yaxley because of an office rain storm, Yaxley's ministry pin on his tie rotates into different angles.

Revealing mistakes: When Harry dives in the frozen pond, the surface ripples, showing that it's not solid ice on the surface, but some floating white substance.

Plot holes: After destroying the Horcrux locket, Ron says to Harry "Three to go." We know that there are a total of seven Horcruxes and so far only two others have been destroyed in previous movies, Tom Riddle's diary and a ring. Along with the locket, three have so far been destroyed which means that there are really four to go.

Factual errors: When Harry and Hagrid are seen traveling through the Dartford Tunnel, they narrowly miss a bus displaying the south-bound destination "Dartford". However, both the tunnels go north. A bus going to Dartford would use the Queen Elizabeth II bridge.

Continuity: When Harry dives into the frozen pond, the opening he created immediately enlarges, almost to the bank on both sides. However, when seen from below, the opening is the original size - just large enough for Harry to fit through.

#28 Update.

Assalamualaikum,
Greeting Earthlings!
How are you?

Haven't been online for days, I'm so outdated. Sigh. It's okay, I'll check on your updates.

Let's have a summary of what happened last week:

1 - Bahasa Melayu.

Paper 1 sucks to the max. Idek what I crapped. No catchy intros, lame disorganized points. Definitely one of the B+ essays' criteria. I may have to kiss goodbye to A+. *sad face* Paper 2 okay lah. Dah malas la, takde mood cter psl BM. I had high hopes.

2 - English.

ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Hahahah. Essay was awesome. Loads of ideas flowing, I wrote about 'home'. Pretty simple title, many things to write about. Loveitloveitloveit. Paper 2 was triple awesome I guess. Hello A+! :D And whattheheck, my friends wrote about that Bieber guy in essay? =.="

3 - Sejarah.

Sejarah, which I thought would be the worst, turned out to be the best damn thing of the week! OMG I didn't even read through every F4/F5 topics the night before, was busy texting daddy/otp with ibu. Hahaha no kidding. Slept for 3 hours, woke up at four am and glanced through every page, skipping unnecessary topics (which turned out to be very important). I just studied, like seriously studied, the F5 topics last week so everything was still in correct order in my head. Thank God it was still there during the exam, I have short-term memory I tell you. Geez. Paper 1 was easy peasy. Paper 2..well I crapped but what I wrote was definitely logic ;D Went back home and checked for paper 1 answers and ta-dah, only 2 errors made! 38/40 baby! Alhamdulillah. InsyaAllah A+ dalam tangan.

TINGGI GILA IMPIAN KAU NAK A+ SEMUA.
Suka hati lah, kau jeles?
Hahahah.

TINGGAL 6 HARI LAGI SEKSAAN! WEE!

Dapat email ni, tak tau nak apply tak. Ape kes buat entrance exam kat Jalan Ampang nuh??

Hello everyone

Good news! The Royal Wolverhampton School is offering generous scholarships to Malaysian students.

Please note that this is intended for students who have completed SPM this December and who wishes to study A-level at The Royal Wolverhampton School for the September 2011 term. The following conditions apply:

1) you are a student who will complete SPM / IGCSE or O-level soon
2) you have not turned 18 by the start of term time in September 2011

Please refer to the attached leaflet for further information. An Entrance exam on Sunday, 16 January 2011 will determine deserving students for the scholarship. From the previous entrance exam (held in April), 2 lucky Malaysians accepted a substantial scholarship from the school, one up to 100% towards tuition and boarding fees including meals, medical attention, text books & stationery. The parents only had to fork out air fare, visa fee and a refundable booking deposit.

Note: the school will decide the nett worth of scholarship after compiling the result to one's Entrance exam. The British Council cannot take questions on how much the scholarship is worth.

K. Rasa malas gila3 nak isi borang, study, buat exam, yadayadayada~ Daddy, should I apply?




May God Bless!

#25 SPM.

Semalam tak boleh tido lgsg.
Tak boleh lgsg.


D, i wanna do it :D





weeeeeeeefyerwwwwww.


YES, good luck to me and all of you for SPM.
To ME especially =.=
Saye cuak sbb essay-writing skill dah berkarat.
Tak pe ah, japg tgk mane yg bleh polish.

Soalan spot saye dah forward kat korang kan??
Sape takde, roger saye malam ni.
InsyaAllah on fon 5 minutes, haha.

Oh, here's my schedule.

Nov 23: BMI (8-10.15) BMII (2-4.30)
Nov 24: EnglishI (8-9.45) EnglishII (10.30-12.45)
Nov 25: SejarahI (8-9) Sejarah II (2-4.30)
Nov 29: MathsI (8-9.15) MathsII (10-12.30)
Nov 30: AgamaI (8-10) AgamaII (11.15-12.55)
Dec 1: AddMathsI (8-10) AddMathsII (2-4.30)
Dec 2: PhysicsI (8-9.15) PhysicsII (10-12.30) PhysicsIII (2-3.30)
Dec 6: ChemI (8-9.15) ChemII (10-12.30) ChemIII (2-3.30)
Dec 8: BioI (8-9.15) BioII (10-12.30) BioIII (2-3.30)

Banyak2 lah sedekahkan doa pd saye pd masa2 kritikal yg dibreketkan di atas yer.
Terima kasih.
Allah je yang balas jasa anda.

017

i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
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i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
damn it damn it damn it.

016

WHAT-EVER MAJOR LOSER.
Gonna fuck off,
not coming back.
No matter what you say or what you do.
I'm not going to worry about something typical, unimportant at this point of time.
I'm sorry for whatever reason that you're mad at me.

#24 Oh My Harry Potter!

Semalam g tgk Harry Potter, best best bestttttt! :)
Certain parts sedih okayyy, sob sob.

:'(Okay tak sabar nak tengok part2!

Andd pegi shopping baju lagiiii.
Anddd mintak keja kat CoolBlog!
Haha susah nak caye doh mintak keje kat tmpt cm tuu.
Ahaa tp gaji best. ;)

And saye dah study BM, dah nak habes dah pun.
InsyaAllah hari ni habes.
Tak sabarnya nak SPM!

Tak yah baca, tak de kena mengena dengan kau.
AWAK.
Awak la.
Jangan la buat saye tension cam niii,
SPM minggu depan kot. :/
Awak selalu buat saye susah hati la.
Saye tak faham ape yg saye dah buat kt awak.
Yg nak bebai tetibe tu kenape tah.
AWAK.
Thanks ye sbb bg rosak mood saye.
Smlm saye excited gila pegi shopping utk date nnti.
Thanks ye thanks ye thanks ye!
Saye tak benci awak, tapi faham2 sndri lah!

ps; Saye melawak je bila saye cakap saye ade crush kat kawan awak tu lahh.





Doakan saya utk SPM ya, semua.

Assalamualaikum.

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HP sudah diserahkan kpd daddy.
Jadi tak de texting2 lagi until next Thurs.
Harap maklum.

S a y a n a k s t u d i b e b e t u l .
Saya nak catch up fizik balek.
Otak dah berkarat.
Agama pun nak hafal fakta semua lagi.

S a y a n a k l u p a k a n a w a k k e j a p .
Tak la, act saya nak awak rindu saya.
Hari2 text jadi takde la chance la awk nak rindu saya.
Now's the time laa, hahahaha.

S a y a k e n a h a b e s k a n s t o k k e r t a s s o a l a n .
Serious banyak lagi, macam tak sempat habes.
INSYAALLAH sempat.

Jadi ini bermakna saya akan tinggalkan dunia online saya jugak.
Tata people.

#20 Bye Bye School, I'll See You Again On The 24th.

Objektif semalam tak tercapai. Sejarah still ada 3 chapters.. Akan dihabiskan by today. Mesti habis jgk! Hari ni stayback sbb nak ajar baby bucuk lukis2. Ala chapter maths form5 yg planes&elevations tu. Aku suka ^^ Tp muak jgk la kalau kna buat banyak2!

Hari ni hari terakhir persekolahan aku. Kenapa aku kasi bold? Ye ye sbb org lain sekolah lagi isnin dgn slasa dpn. Tapi budak ni *tunjuk kat muka sndiri* gedik nak cuti raya awai. Tak pa la aku nak study! Awat hang nak tanggungjawab ka klau aku fail physics? Haa. Tau pun. Hahaha chillax saja wat gempak. Kengkawan aku mesti sisihkan aku sikit after today. Diorang suruh datang jamuan hari slasa tapi aku tak nak jugak. Bukan apa. Drpd huha huha kt sekolah tu bek aku duk rumah belek buku. Tau la the memories are gonna be precious tapi aku rasa dah ckup bnyk memories kita kan? Huhuhu. Sorry guys..

Rasa cam nak marah someone tapi aku tau aku takde hak. I care for you very much sebab kau kawan aku sebab tu aku membebel bnyk bila kau belek laptop men dota drp pegang buku sejarah ke (nak jugak), sastera ke. Aku takmau tgk kau kecundang SPM ni penting tau tak! Haila. Aperpun aku harap biar kau betul2 study malam mcm yg kau ckp kat aku lah k. All the best anyway.

Kk I better get going. Apa hujan pg2 kt penang nehh spoil mood betoiiiiiii. *grunts*



X, Sofea ^^

#18 What Course Again?

Td bgtau daddy, next year nak blaja law.
Then he gave me this jangan-nak-mengarut type of look.
Hailo. Actually aku sndiri taktau nak smbung blaja ape.
Aku pun taktau apa yg aku minat.
Medic is definitely out of the picture dah la.
Engineering.. I hate physics.
No I don't hate it, aku cuma takde chemistry dgn physics. (macam mana tu)
Farmasi cm ok je..
Bidang kritikal jgk.
Tp berduyun gla budak2 kt skolah tu yg nak amek farmasi =.=
Aku kalau bleh nak buat smtg yg different frm others.
Dah daddy tak bg blaja law nak wat cam ne yer..
Hmm. Jd ckgu.. NO WAY.
Tak nak aku balik g skolah.
Photography. Hehh *senyum sinis*
One thing I'm really, like REALLY good at is writing factual essays and fiction stories.
In both languages la. Although BM is my preference.
Nak jd writer? Columnist?
Huh tak berani la aku nak bgtau daddy, dia tak cakap dgn aku sebulan nanti..
Boleh je nak amik masscomm but again, smua org ckp takde masa depan (except for daddy lah, dah dia blaja masscomm nak wat camner =.=)
Bussiness and whatwhat shit..mcm tak logik lgsg kalau aku amik.
Hmm.. esok dah nak kena apply IPTA dah.
Like, TOMORROW you know.
And here I am, still tak tau nak blaja apa =.=









ps; KALAU aku lawa, jd model pun best gak en? HAHAHA.

Yours,

007

Please stop these illusions.
Why am I questioning everything that I feel and do every minute I wonder..
It seems like my world has made a 379degress turn.
Not the first time happening to me..

You seriously need to stay away from me.
Stay away. I mean it this time.

But we tried that, didn't we?
Carrying on with our lives without interrupting another.
Obviously we can't keep that up for long.
Well, at least, I know I can't.

I have moved on, have I?
I don't know. I don't know.










XOXO Sofea.

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Anyone planning to apply for JPA?
This may help you.
I don't know but I'm just freaking out right now.
Daddy knows why..
My REAL daddy was otp with my uncle, asking about JPA and stuffs.
Idk. Maybe there's hope.
I've no expectations though.

Anyway,good night!





ps; terharu tgk your blog, :') ily!




XO - SF.