#38 Crap Bukan Crab.

Bagai jatuh ditimpa lori 5 tan babe :D
No matter how crap I feel, I won't put sad smileys in my blog.

1. Gaduh dgn bf tadi. Which leads to number 2.
2. Break off dgn bf.
3. Di-ignore oleh Dazzler. Again.

Dear you,

I care for you babe, I seriously do. You tak buat salah ape pun, you're a nice guy. Everything's my fault. I keep too many secrets, I'm never satisfied with what you do, I'm an ungrateful human being, you are allowed to kill me (seriously). Besides, the chemistry isn't there. And we argued twice on the same issue, about the same guy. Sorry babe, you're not matured enough for me. You never spelled my name correctly. Sorry I wasted 3 months of your life. Sorry babe, but I never lied to you. I keep secrets but I don't lie. Sorry for everything. I do hope we stay friends though. I still care about you..

From the bottom of my heart, XOXO.

Crap, all my life I try to make everyone happy but no one is ever happy with me kan kan kan.
Sedihnya babe.
I taknak rasa mcm ni, I tak nak fikir bukan2 psl u.
I taknak fikir that u took advantage on me just because I'm nice to everyone.
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Tp mcm mana kalau betul?

*suka hati la aku guna bahasa rojak pun, emosi tak betul skrg*

Rasa loya gilaaa dr smlm, tak abeh g kot smpai skrg.
Dah don't give me that look, I'm not pregnant.
Kalau tak confirm doc tak tick "LAYAK UTK PLKN" masa medical check up td.
Yes, I did my check up.
They analysed my urine, ok kot.
And calculated my BMI - normal.
Blood pressure, heartbeat blah3 - normal *very surprising*
Nothing's wrong with my system lah!
(except that i'm FAT)

Maybe ada hikmahnya aku kena hantar pegi PLKN ey.
To escape from all these?

Was it something I said or something I did
Did my words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Ya, I tried but I guess that's why they say

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn, yeah, it does

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you, the wound heals
But the scar, that scar will remain

This is my current tune.
Every Rose Has Its Thorn - Miley Cyrus.

#31 Post Ni Panjangggg K.

Highlight of The Day:National Service.

Memang menusuk kalbu gilakkk SMS yg aku dapat. Tapi salah aku jugak kot tgn tak reti duk diam, gatal nak SMS sape suruh kan. Untuk anda2 semua budak SPM 2010 yg still tak tau lg cara nak check status NS, silakan SMS:

PLKN(space)SEMAK(space)IC
or PLKN(space)KEM(space)IC
send to 15888.

Aku tak tau kenapa sistem tu sayang sangat kat aku sebab dia reply SMS aku laju gila! Kawan2 aku yg send smua tak dpt lg. Muahaha. Aku tak seronok pun k! Sheesh. Mari kita baca warkah, i mean SMS, tersebut.

PLKN:KUMP 1.
KEM: KEM TASOH, BESERI, PERLIS.
PKP: PENANG INTERNATIONAL SPORTS ARENA (PISA)
LAPOR: 02-JAN-2011 9:30 PAGI.

Berderai la harapan aku nak keja dulu lpas SPM T___T Dah la dapat kem kat kampung terchenta. You guys tau tak betapa PANASnya bumi perlis? Adoiyaiiiiii mau kena bawak garnier 13 tube la cam niii. Makin gelap la aku yg mmg dah gelap ni. Tp boleh dikira benda ni mcm agenda yg aku tunggu2 : sesi menguruskan badan. XDD Huhu tp tak pe la. Disebabkan tak ramai yg terpilih, aku nak jugak rasa bangga sebab terpilih. Haha yayayayyyyyy happynya!!!!!!! =.="

So sapa2 yg nak kuaq date dgn aku mulai 9 - 31 Disember cepat2 la bgtau aku ye, jgn risau, list masih banyak yg kosong. Tp 16 Disember punya program dah diisi.. XD

Basyirah: ok gay. i'm sorry but i'm not chosen.
Sofea: sorry? sorry?!?!??!?!!
Basyirah: i'm sorry for u la. so i tell mama aku akan kuar dgn hg as often as i can sbb nnt tak jumpa hg 3 bulan. dia diam tak cakap apa. aku anggap it as a yes.

:') Will definitely miss you the most, darla.

Tukar topic 375degrees : SPM.

Yela nak cakap pasal apa lg =.=

Maths dengan ADD MATHS, aku boleh jamin dpt A+ lah. Semua org pun boleh dapat A+ dohh. Subjek yg plg ku tunggu2, Add Maths, mmg tak mengecewakan lgsg, haha. Paper1 mmg susah gilakkk tp paper2, mak aiii, aku gelakkk ja tgk paper tuu :D School paper lg susah. Haha so I think takde mslah A+.

Agama.. tak nak comment bnyk la. Mmg teruk gila3. B+ pun belum tentu dpt. Dah la aku ni baloq liat, malas hafal ayat hafazan! Takpe takpe, aku sedar perangai aku camne, perangai aku pun tak layak nak dapat A+ kalau dilihat dr sudut agama2 ni. Still trying to improve..

Physics.. Physics just murdered me yesterday. Sorry people, I can't even promise you a C+ for Physics. Get it? Not even a C. Yes, it was THAT hard. Budak uni pun takleh buat paper tu kut aku rasa. Mmg the deadliest disaster la Physics ni =.="

Tak nak bebel panjang2, tp nak di-announce-kan kat sini: TINGGAL DUA HARI LAGI :DD
Isnin Chem, Rabu Bio. Then maybe next week's Friday kut pegi Langkawi ke mane ntah, parents duk plan senyap2, aku tak senang hati btul. Haih. Tak nak aku g Langkawi, 10x dah pegi (k that's a lie. tak la smpai 10x), nak pegi tgk WonderGirls tak pun pegi KL or lepak kat Sunway Lagoon? *budak ni gaya tak sedar lg dia kena pegi PLKN kot*

Pesanan Ikhlas.

Sayangku dan adikku jgn seronok sgt ye cuti2 ni, korang tu SPM tahun depan, so sila lah study. Jgn risau kelas tuition akak ni akan dibuka sepanjang Disember. Nanti kita lepak buat Maths yer :D I will miss you guys for 3 months lepas ni. Wahh sebak pulak tp tak nak nangis la. Aku tau ada org tu tak leh tido mlm ni rindu kat aku kan kan kan :D









Assalamualaikum, may God bless!

Love, Sofea Asyiqin. (: