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Perabih kredit ja aihhhh.
Nah aku kasi link tgk sendiri yer!
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Physics tips 1
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#29 Harry Potter 7 (Part 1) Goofs.
Continuity: It's clear that Harry's glasses don't have lenses during certain parts of the film.
Revealing mistakes: There are fruits labeled "dirigible plums" outside the Lovegood home. The fruits actually resemble peaches rather than plums.
Continuity: Upon standing by the ruins of his parents' house at Godric's Hollow, Harry has a flashback about the night Voldemort killed his parents. Voldemort is shown as the pale, snake-like man he looks like. But 16 years earlier, when Harry's parents were killed, Voldemort was still human. It wasn't until book 4 (The Goblet of Fire) that Voldemort is restored to power and creates a this new, reptile-like body for himself.
Continuity: When Ron's mum is outside the burrow waiting for everyone to arrive she suddenly appears indoors upon the arrival of Fred.
Continuity: In the scene where Bellatrix is torturing Hermione, she is carving into her right arm. Later, when they show Hermione crying and staring at her arm, the carving that Bellatrix had done was now on Hermione's right arm.
Revealing mistakes: During the graveyard scene at Godric's Hollow the ground is frozen and it is snowing. Despite this, neither character's breath mists as they breath or speak.
Continuity: When Harry holds Regulus's locket up in front of Kreacher, the chains are together when you can see Harry and separated when you can see Kreacher.
Continuity: When Reg Cattermole/Ron Weasley is being interrogated by Yaxley because of an office rain storm, Yaxley's ministry pin on his tie rotates into different angles.
Revealing mistakes: When Harry dives in the frozen pond, the surface ripples, showing that it's not solid ice on the surface, but some floating white substance.
Plot holes: After destroying the Horcrux locket, Ron says to Harry "Three to go." We know that there are a total of seven Horcruxes and so far only two others have been destroyed in previous movies, Tom Riddle's diary and a ring. Along with the locket, three have so far been destroyed which means that there are really four to go.
Factual errors: When Harry and Hagrid are seen traveling through the Dartford Tunnel, they narrowly miss a bus displaying the south-bound destination "Dartford". However, both the tunnels go north. A bus going to Dartford would use the Queen Elizabeth II bridge.
Continuity: When Harry dives into the frozen pond, the opening he created immediately enlarges, almost to the bank on both sides. However, when seen from below, the opening is the original size - just large enough for Harry to fit through.
Revealing mistakes: There are fruits labeled "dirigible plums" outside the Lovegood home. The fruits actually resemble peaches rather than plums.
Continuity: Upon standing by the ruins of his parents' house at Godric's Hollow, Harry has a flashback about the night Voldemort killed his parents. Voldemort is shown as the pale, snake-like man he looks like. But 16 years earlier, when Harry's parents were killed, Voldemort was still human. It wasn't until book 4 (The Goblet of Fire) that Voldemort is restored to power and creates a this new, reptile-like body for himself.
Continuity: When Ron's mum is outside the burrow waiting for everyone to arrive she suddenly appears indoors upon the arrival of Fred.
Continuity: In the scene where Bellatrix is torturing Hermione, she is carving into her right arm. Later, when they show Hermione crying and staring at her arm, the carving that Bellatrix had done was now on Hermione's right arm.
Revealing mistakes: During the graveyard scene at Godric's Hollow the ground is frozen and it is snowing. Despite this, neither character's breath mists as they breath or speak.
Continuity: When Harry holds Regulus's locket up in front of Kreacher, the chains are together when you can see Harry and separated when you can see Kreacher.
Continuity: When Reg Cattermole/Ron Weasley is being interrogated by Yaxley because of an office rain storm, Yaxley's ministry pin on his tie rotates into different angles.
Revealing mistakes: When Harry dives in the frozen pond, the surface ripples, showing that it's not solid ice on the surface, but some floating white substance.
Plot holes: After destroying the Horcrux locket, Ron says to Harry "Three to go." We know that there are a total of seven Horcruxes and so far only two others have been destroyed in previous movies, Tom Riddle's diary and a ring. Along with the locket, three have so far been destroyed which means that there are really four to go.
Factual errors: When Harry and Hagrid are seen traveling through the Dartford Tunnel, they narrowly miss a bus displaying the south-bound destination "Dartford". However, both the tunnels go north. A bus going to Dartford would use the Queen Elizabeth II bridge.
Continuity: When Harry dives into the frozen pond, the opening he created immediately enlarges, almost to the bank on both sides. However, when seen from below, the opening is the original size - just large enough for Harry to fit through.
#28 Update.
Assalamualaikum,
Greeting Earthlings!
How are you?
Haven't been online for days, I'm so outdated. Sigh. It's okay, I'll check on your updates.
Let's have a summary of what happened last week:
1 - Bahasa Melayu.
Paper 1 sucks to the max. Idek what I crapped. No catchy intros, lame disorganized points. Definitely one of the B+ essays' criteria. I may have to kiss goodbye to A+. *sad face* Paper 2 okay lah. Dah malas la, takde mood cter psl BM. I had high hopes.
2 - English.
ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Hahahah. Essay was awesome. Loads of ideas flowing, I wrote about 'home'. Pretty simple title, many things to write about. Loveitloveitloveit. Paper 2 was triple awesome I guess. Hello A+! :D And whattheheck, my friends wrote about that Bieber guy in essay? =.="
3 - Sejarah.
Sejarah, which I thought would be the worst, turned out to be the best damn thing of the week! OMG I didn't even read through every F4/F5 topics the night before, was busy texting daddy/otp with ibu. Hahaha no kidding. Slept for 3 hours, woke up at four am and glanced through every page, skipping unnecessary topics (which turned out to be very important). I just studied, like seriously studied, the F5 topics last week so everything was still in correct order in my head. Thank God it was still there during the exam, I have short-term memory I tell you. Geez. Paper 1 was easy peasy. Paper 2..well I crapped but what I wrote was definitely logic ;D Went back home and checked for paper 1 answers and ta-dah, only 2 errors made! 38/40 baby! Alhamdulillah. InsyaAllah A+ dalam tangan.
TINGGI GILA IMPIAN KAU NAK A+ SEMUA.
Suka hati lah, kau jeles?
Hahahah.
TINGGAL 6 HARI LAGI SEKSAAN! WEE!
Dapat email ni, tak tau nak apply tak. Ape kes buat entrance exam kat Jalan Ampang nuh??
K. Rasa malas gila3 nak isi borang, study, buat exam, yadayadayada~ Daddy, should I apply?
May God Bless!
Greeting Earthlings!
How are you?
Haven't been online for days, I'm so outdated. Sigh. It's okay, I'll check on your updates.
Let's have a summary of what happened last week:
1 - Bahasa Melayu.
Paper 1 sucks to the max. Idek what I crapped. No catchy intros, lame disorganized points. Definitely one of the B+ essays' criteria. I may have to kiss goodbye to A+. *sad face* Paper 2 okay lah. Dah malas la, takde mood cter psl BM. I had high hopes.
2 - English.
ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Hahahah. Essay was awesome. Loads of ideas flowing, I wrote about 'home'. Pretty simple title, many things to write about. Loveitloveitloveit. Paper 2 was triple awesome I guess. Hello A+! :D And whattheheck, my friends wrote about that Bieber guy in essay? =.="
3 - Sejarah.
Sejarah, which I thought would be the worst, turned out to be the best damn thing of the week! OMG I didn't even read through every F4/F5 topics the night before, was busy texting daddy/otp with ibu. Hahaha no kidding. Slept for 3 hours, woke up at four am and glanced through every page, skipping unnecessary topics (which turned out to be very important). I just studied, like seriously studied, the F5 topics last week so everything was still in correct order in my head. Thank God it was still there during the exam, I have short-term memory I tell you. Geez. Paper 1 was easy peasy. Paper 2..well I crapped but what I wrote was definitely logic ;D Went back home and checked for paper 1 answers and ta-dah, only 2 errors made! 38/40 baby! Alhamdulillah. InsyaAllah A+ dalam tangan.
TINGGI GILA IMPIAN KAU NAK A+ SEMUA.
Suka hati lah, kau jeles?
Hahahah.
TINGGAL 6 HARI LAGI SEKSAAN! WEE!
Dapat email ni, tak tau nak apply tak. Ape kes buat entrance exam kat Jalan Ampang nuh??
Hello everyone
Good news! The Royal Wolverhampton School is offering generous scholarships to Malaysian students.
Please note that this is intended for students who have completed SPM this December and who wishes to study A-level at The Royal Wolverhampton School for the September 2011 term. The following conditions apply:
1) you are a student who will complete SPM / IGCSE or O-level soon
2) you have not turned 18 by the start of term time in September 2011
Please refer to the attached leaflet for further information. An Entrance exam on Sunday, 16 January 2011 will determine deserving students for the scholarship. From the previous entrance exam (held in April), 2 lucky Malaysians accepted a substantial scholarship from the school, one up to 100% towards tuition and boarding fees including meals, medical attention, text books & stationery. The parents only had to fork out air fare, visa fee and a refundable booking deposit.
Note: the school will decide the nett worth of scholarship after compiling the result to one's Entrance exam. The British Council cannot take questions on how much the scholarship is worth.
K. Rasa malas gila3 nak isi borang, study, buat exam, yadayadayada~ Daddy, should I apply?
May God Bless!
#27 Camwhore-d.
Sorry la, gua tak maju cam korang, gua baru je kenal benda ni, hahaha.
I like those lashes. ©
I like those lashes. ©
#26 Mine.
studying - but you're in my head .
You were in college working part time waitin’ tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of fallin’
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts
I say "Can you believe it?"
As we’re lying on the couch
The moment I can see it.
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Flash forward and we’re taking on the world together
And there’s a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I’m guarded
You say we’ll never make my parents’ mistakes
But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, I thought about
Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Oh, oh, oh
And I remember that fight
Two-thirty a.m.
Yes, everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye
‘cause that’s all I’ve ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said, "I’ll never leave you alone"
You said, "I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it’s like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man’s careful daughter
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine"
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Do you believe it?
Going to make it now
I can see it
I can see it now
You were in college working part time waitin’ tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of fallin’
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts
I say "Can you believe it?"
As we’re lying on the couch
The moment I can see it.
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Flash forward and we’re taking on the world together
And there’s a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I’m guarded
You say we’ll never make my parents’ mistakes
But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, I thought about
Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Oh, oh, oh
And I remember that fight
Two-thirty a.m.
Yes, everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye
‘cause that’s all I’ve ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said, "I’ll never leave you alone"
You said, "I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it’s like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man’s careful daughter
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine"
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine
Do you believe it?
Going to make it now
I can see it
I can see it now
#25 SPM.
Semalam tak boleh tido lgsg.
Tak boleh lgsg.
D, i wanna do it :D
weeeeeeeefyerwwwwww.
YES, good luck to me and all of you for SPM.
To ME especially =.=
Saye cuak sbb essay-writing skill dah berkarat.
Tak pe ah, japg tgk mane yg bleh polish.
Soalan spot saye dah forward kat korang kan??
Sape takde, roger saye malam ni.
InsyaAllah on fon 5 minutes, haha.
Oh, here's my schedule.
Nov 23: BMI (8-10.15) BMII (2-4.30)
Nov 24: EnglishI (8-9.45) EnglishII (10.30-12.45)
Nov 25: SejarahI (8-9) Sejarah II (2-4.30)
Nov 29: MathsI (8-9.15) MathsII (10-12.30)
Nov 30: AgamaI (8-10) AgamaII (11.15-12.55)
Dec 1: AddMathsI (8-10) AddMathsII (2-4.30)
Dec 2: PhysicsI (8-9.15) PhysicsII (10-12.30) PhysicsIII (2-3.30)
Dec 6: ChemI (8-9.15) ChemII (10-12.30) ChemIII (2-3.30)
Dec 8: BioI (8-9.15) BioII (10-12.30) BioIII (2-3.30)
Banyak2 lah sedekahkan doa pd saye pd masa2 kritikal yg dibreketkan di atas yer.
Terima kasih.
Allah je yang balas jasa anda.
Tak boleh lgsg.
D, i wanna do it :D
weeeeeeeefyerwwwwww.
YES, good luck to me and all of you for SPM.
To ME especially =.=
Saye cuak sbb essay-writing skill dah berkarat.
Tak pe ah, japg tgk mane yg bleh polish.
Soalan spot saye dah forward kat korang kan??
Sape takde, roger saye malam ni.
InsyaAllah on fon 5 minutes, haha.
Oh, here's my schedule.
Nov 23: BMI (8-10.15) BMII (2-4.30)
Nov 24: EnglishI (8-9.45) EnglishII (10.30-12.45)
Nov 25: SejarahI (8-9) Sejarah II (2-4.30)
Nov 29: MathsI (8-9.15) MathsII (10-12.30)
Nov 30: AgamaI (8-10) AgamaII (11.15-12.55)
Dec 1: AddMathsI (8-10) AddMathsII (2-4.30)
Dec 2: PhysicsI (8-9.15) PhysicsII (10-12.30) PhysicsIII (2-3.30)
Dec 6: ChemI (8-9.15) ChemII (10-12.30) ChemIII (2-3.30)
Dec 8: BioI (8-9.15) BioII (10-12.30) BioIII (2-3.30)
Banyak2 lah sedekahkan doa pd saye pd masa2 kritikal yg dibreketkan di atas yer.
Terima kasih.
Allah je yang balas jasa anda.
017
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
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i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
damn it damn it damn it.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
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i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
i can't fall for you.
damn it damn it damn it.
016
WHAT-EVER MAJOR LOSER.
Gonna fuck off,
not coming back.
No matter what you say or what you do.
I'm not going to worry about something typical, unimportant at this point of time.
I'm sorry for whatever reason that you're mad at me.
Gonna fuck off,
not coming back.
No matter what you say or what you do.
I'm not going to worry about something typical, unimportant at this point of time.
I'm sorry for whatever reason that you're mad at me.
#24 Oh My Harry Potter!
Semalam g tgk Harry Potter, best best bestttttt! :)
Certain parts sedih okayyy, sob sob.
:'(
Andd pegi shopping baju lagiiii.
Anddd mintak keja kat CoolBlog!
Haha susah nak caye doh mintak keje kat tmpt cm tuu.
Ahaa tp gaji best. ;)
And saye dah study BM, dah nak habes dah pun.
InsyaAllah hari ni habes.
Tak sabarnya nak SPM!
AWAK.
Awak la.
Jangan la buat saye tension cam niii,
SPM minggu depan kot. :/
Awak selalu buat saye susah hati la.
Saye tak faham ape yg saye dah buat kt awak.
Yg nak bebai tetibe tu kenape tah.
AWAK.
Thanks ye sbb bg rosak mood saye.
Smlm saye excited gila pegi shopping utk date nnti.
Thanks ye thanks ye thanks ye!
Saye tak benci awak, tapi faham2 sndri lah!
ps; Saye melawak je bila saye cakap saye ade crush kat kawan awak tu lahh.
Doakan saya utk SPM ya, semua.
Assalamualaikum.
Certain parts sedih okayyy, sob sob.
:'(
Andd pegi shopping baju lagiiii.
Anddd mintak keja kat CoolBlog!
Haha susah nak caye doh mintak keje kat tmpt cm tuu.
Ahaa tp gaji best. ;)
And saye dah study BM, dah nak habes dah pun.
InsyaAllah hari ni habes.
Tak sabarnya nak SPM!
AWAK.
Awak la.
Jangan la buat saye tension cam niii,
SPM minggu depan kot. :/
Awak selalu buat saye susah hati la.
Saye tak faham ape yg saye dah buat kt awak.
Yg nak bebai tetibe tu kenape tah.
AWAK.
Thanks ye sbb bg rosak mood saye.
Smlm saye excited gila pegi shopping utk date nnti.
Thanks ye thanks ye thanks ye!
Saye tak benci awak, tapi faham2 sndri lah!
ps; Saye melawak je bila saye cakap saye ade crush kat kawan awak tu lahh.
Doakan saya utk SPM ya, semua.
Assalamualaikum.
014
Assalamualaikum.
Tak sedar pulak ade yg tak leh view blog aku, asal ek?
Some bleh view some x bleh.
View guna safari bleh je kot.
Tak pe lah, dah tukar layout dah tukar layout :DD
Esok pegi alor star yawwwwwwwwww.
Jumpe tok dgn sedare2 smua sbb ade kenduri.
Haila bila aku nak study kalau keje bejalan jek!?!?!?
Right.
Skrg otw g BJ.
=.=
Peace out~
ps; asal kau miskol???!??!?!?!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!?!!?!
Ittaqullah.
Salam.
Tak sedar pulak ade yg tak leh view blog aku, asal ek?
Some bleh view some x bleh.
View guna safari bleh je kot.
Tak pe lah, dah tukar layout dah tukar layout :DD
Esok pegi alor star yawwwwwwwwww.
Jumpe tok dgn sedare2 smua sbb ade kenduri.
Haila bila aku nak study kalau keje bejalan jek!?!?!?
Right.
Skrg otw g BJ.
=.=
Peace out~
ps; asal kau miskol???!??!?!?!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!?!!?!
Ittaqullah.
Salam.
#23 Birthday & Raya.
Assalamualaikum :)
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha semua! Hayatilah erti pengorbanan yang sebenar. Sesungguhnya sekecil2 jihad itu ialah berkorban melawan nafsu. Semoga anda sentiasa dirahmati ALLAH sentiasa.
And to Ikhwan Safwan..
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Lurveyewwwwwwwww bro! :)
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha semua! Hayatilah erti pengorbanan yang sebenar. Sesungguhnya sekecil2 jihad itu ialah berkorban melawan nafsu. Semoga anda sentiasa dirahmati ALLAH sentiasa.
And to Ikhwan Safwan..
Lurveyewwwwwwwww bro! :)
#22 Rindu :)
Ollaaaaaaa. Rindu I tak? :D Fine, tak rindu sudehh~ Ade I kesah, haha.
My level of confidence nak buat spm dah naik sikit.. Dr smlm study physics, insyaAllah boleh habes within this week. Other subjects macam dah ready jgk. Sejarah tggl yg form4 punya ja a few chapters. Biology ada dlm 4/5 chapters lg. Sempat kut nak habes revise semua :D Skrg nak lelap pun tak bleh, idk why. Bila penat study, baring atas katil then after 5 mins, bgn study balek =.= Demam spm doh.
Kawan2 yg lain dah ready gak ke? Ngehehh best dpt buat spm sekelas dgn most of my friends :D Bleh tiru2 yek? Hehe. Well except deena yg tersesat g klas lain :(
Spm tak spm, harry potter tetap kena tgk babe x]
2 months in a steady relationship, takde gaduh2 :D
I'm quite impressed.
Lurveyewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww *gedik*
Assalamualaikum!
May God Bless.
My level of confidence nak buat spm dah naik sikit.. Dr smlm study physics, insyaAllah boleh habes within this week. Other subjects macam dah ready jgk. Sejarah tggl yg form4 punya ja a few chapters. Biology ada dlm 4/5 chapters lg. Sempat kut nak habes revise semua :D Skrg nak lelap pun tak bleh, idk why. Bila penat study, baring atas katil then after 5 mins, bgn study balek =.= Demam spm doh.
Kawan2 yg lain dah ready gak ke? Ngehehh best dpt buat spm sekelas dgn most of my friends :D Bleh tiru2 yek? Hehe. Well except deena yg tersesat g klas lain :(
Spm tak spm, harry potter tetap kena tgk babe x]
2 months in a steady relationship, takde gaduh2 :D
I'm quite impressed.
Lurveyewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww *gedik*
Assalamualaikum!
May God Bless.
#21 TX9 vs S80.
Title post aku pelik, macam nama robot jehh.
Seperti semua mengerti, sekarang ni macam ada virus DSLR yg melanda malaysia. Org yg sblum ni tak pnah2 tangkap gmba pun gedik nak jugak sebijik DSLR. Untuk show off? Tak tau laa, tanya la diorang, aku pun kurang faham kenapa. Sampaikan yg ter-over desperate ber-camwhore dgn DSLR org lain semata2 nak upload kat facebook pun ada (maafkan bahasa aku yg agak kureng). Thank God aku rasa aku agak immune kpd virus ni. Tapi aku gilakan benda lain daa~ Tapi macam biasa jugak la. Dalam dilema~
Yang pertama: Sony Cybershot TX9
Sapa ckp tak lawa memang nak kena pegi buat check-up ah mata korang tu.
Yang kedua: Nikon Coolpix S80
Saya tertawan dengan anda *drooling*
Jangan tanya boleh tak kenapa nak beli pink? Aku tak de jawapan, heheh~ So aku definitely akan rembat satu lepas SPM tapi tak tau yg mana. Pilihan kedua lebih menawan hati dowh. Kena buat istikharah jugakkah? =.=
Assalamualaikum.
Seperti semua mengerti, sekarang ni macam ada virus DSLR yg melanda malaysia. Org yg sblum ni tak pnah2 tangkap gmba pun gedik nak jugak sebijik DSLR. Untuk show off? Tak tau laa, tanya la diorang, aku pun kurang faham kenapa. Sampaikan yg ter-over desperate ber-camwhore dgn DSLR org lain semata2 nak upload kat facebook pun ada (maafkan bahasa aku yg agak kureng). Thank God aku rasa aku agak immune kpd virus ni. Tapi aku gilakan benda lain daa~ Tapi macam biasa jugak la. Dalam dilema~
Yang pertama: Sony Cybershot TX9
Sapa ckp tak lawa memang nak kena pegi buat check-up ah mata korang tu.
Yang kedua: Nikon Coolpix S80
Saya tertawan dengan anda *drooling*
Jangan tanya boleh tak kenapa nak beli pink? Aku tak de jawapan, heheh~ So aku definitely akan rembat satu lepas SPM tapi tak tau yg mana. Pilihan kedua lebih menawan hati dowh. Kena buat istikharah jugakkah? =.=
Assalamualaikum.
013
K memandangkan ada org tanya kena la jawab.
Kalau tak mana ade org nak tanya dah.
Betul pe jawapan aku tu, ikut skema lg.
Nak tanye pe lg?
Tu chatbox kt atas tu ade kegunaan kot~
Guna laaaa~
K format baru nak end post;
Assalamualaikum.
Kalau tak mana ade org nak tanya dah.
"Cam ne perasaan nak SPM?"
CUAKKKKKKKKK
"Cuak pe. Straight As memanjang"
STRAIGHT A'S TRIAL TAK BERMAKNA STRAIGHT A'S SPM
"Hek eleh. You know yourself"
I KNOW, THAT'S WHY I'M WORRIED ORG DUK STRUGGLE STUDY TP BUDAK SORANG NI BLEH RILEKS CAM NAK AMEK SPM TAHUN DPAN
Betul pe jawapan aku tu, ikut skema lg.
Nak tanye pe lg?
Tu chatbox kt atas tu ade kegunaan kot~
Guna laaaa~
K format baru nak end post;
Assalamualaikum.
012
Aku tau aku cakap aku tak online tapi ini PENTINGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
K takla penting sgt ponn actually.
Aku ada jerawat 2 bijik.
Actually aku taktau tu benda hapa ponn tp basy ckp jerawatt.
Hmmm sofea? Berjerawat?
2 ketui ja ponn, nak risau paa.
Risau la sbb te'o ckp muka aku licin mcm pungkok bebii =.=
Tetiba je dua bijik ni spoil.
Yg kt hidung tader la obvious sgt aihh.
Yg kat tepi kening ni mcm duk pgg neon sign LOOKATMELOOKATME jehh.
Siot. Ternyata GARNIER sangat berkesan.
Ok, secondly~
Hari ni jalan2 kt blog org and berjaya menjumpai blog kakak ni yg agak interesting.
Nama dia Amalina.
Tak salah aku jumpa dr blog daddy kot.
Comei dan interesting la blog dia :D
Dah berjaya follow. Check it out~
Baju skolah dah basuh. Kasut pun.
Sebak la jugak bila fikir2 balik.
9 hari ja lg aku akan sarung uniform burok tu.
Huaaaaaaaaaa lepaih ni mana nak pakai baju gitu2 dah.
*sobsob*
Adakah aku akan merindui St. George's Girls' School (Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi) tu?
Semuanya akan diketahui selepas 8 November, jeng3~
Makin menjadi2 pulak ke-merepek-an aku ni.
K nak p solat maghrib then study.
Aite, buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
XOXO Sofea ^^
K takla penting sgt ponn actually.
Aku ada jerawat 2 bijik.
Actually aku taktau tu benda hapa ponn tp basy ckp jerawatt.
Hmmm sofea? Berjerawat?
2 ketui ja ponn, nak risau paa.
Risau la sbb te'o ckp muka aku licin mcm pungkok bebii =.=
Tetiba je dua bijik ni spoil.
Yg kt hidung tader la obvious sgt aihh.
Yg kat tepi kening ni mcm duk pgg neon sign LOOKATMELOOKATME jehh.
Siot. Ternyata GARNIER sangat berkesan.
Ok, secondly~
Hari ni jalan2 kt blog org and berjaya menjumpai blog kakak ni yg agak interesting.
Nama dia Amalina.
Tak salah aku jumpa dr blog daddy kot.
Comei dan interesting la blog dia :D
Dah berjaya follow. Check it out~
Baju skolah dah basuh. Kasut pun.
Sebak la jugak bila fikir2 balik.
9 hari ja lg aku akan sarung uniform burok tu.
Huaaaaaaaaaa lepaih ni mana nak pakai baju gitu2 dah.
*sobsob*
Adakah aku akan merindui St. George's Girls' School (Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi) tu?
Semuanya akan diketahui selepas 8 November, jeng3~
Makin menjadi2 pulak ke-merepek-an aku ni.
K nak p solat maghrib then study.
Aite, buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
XOXO Sofea ^^
011
HP sudah diserahkan kpd daddy.
Jadi tak de texting2 lagi until next Thurs.
Harap maklum.
S a y a n a k s t u d i b e b e t u l .
Saya nak catch up fizik balek.
Otak dah berkarat.
Agama pun nak hafal fakta semua lagi.
S a y a n a k l u p a k a n a w a k k e j a p .
Tak la, act saya nak awak rindu saya.
Hari2 text jadi takde la chance la awk nak rindu saya.
Now's the time laa, hahahaha.
S a y a k e n a h a b e s k a n s t o k k e r t a s s o a l a n .
Serious banyak lagi,macam tak sempat habes.
INSYAALLAH sempat.
Jadi ini bermakna saya akan tinggalkan dunia online saya jugak.
Tata people.
Jadi tak de texting2 lagi until next Thurs.
Harap maklum.
S a y a n a k s t u d i b e b e t u l .
Saya nak catch up fizik balek.
Otak dah berkarat.
Agama pun nak hafal fakta semua lagi.
S a y a n a k l u p a k a n a w a k k e j a p .
Tak la, act saya nak awak rindu saya.
Hari2 text jadi takde la chance la awk nak rindu saya.
Now's the time laa, hahahaha.
S a y a k e n a h a b e s k a n s t o k k e r t a s s o a l a n .
Serious banyak lagi,
INSYAALLAH sempat.
Jadi ini bermakna saya akan tinggalkan dunia online saya jugak.
Tata people.
#20 Bye Bye School, I'll See You Again On The 24th.
Objektif semalam tak tercapai. Sejarah still ada 3 chapters.. Akan dihabiskan by today. Mesti habis jgk! Hari ni stayback sbb nak ajar baby bucuk lukis2. Ala chapter maths form5 yg planes&elevations tu. Aku suka ^^ Tp muak jgk la kalau kna buat banyak2!
Hari ni hari terakhir persekolahan aku. Kenapa aku kasi bold? Ye ye sbb org lain sekolah lagi isnin dgn slasa dpn. Tapi budak ni *tunjuk kat muka sndiri* gedik nak cuti raya awai. Tak pa la aku nak study! Awat hang nak tanggungjawab ka klau aku fail physics? Haa. Tau pun. Hahaha chillax saja wat gempak. Kengkawan aku mesti sisihkan aku sikit after today. Diorang suruh datang jamuan hari slasa tapi aku tak nak jugak. Bukan apa. Drpd huha huha kt sekolah tu bek aku duk rumah belek buku. Tau la the memories are gonna be precious tapi aku rasa dah ckup bnyk memories kita kan? Huhuhu. Sorry guys..
Rasa cam nak marah someone tapi aku tau aku takde hak. I care for you very much sebab kau kawan aku sebab tu aku membebel bnyk bila kau belek laptop men dota drp pegang buku sejarah ke (nak jugak), sastera ke. Aku takmau tgk kau kecundang SPM ni penting tau tak! Haila. Aperpun aku harap biar kau betul2 study malam mcm yg kau ckp kat aku lah k. All the best anyway.
Kk I better get going. Apa hujan pg2 kt penang nehh spoil mood betoiiiiiii. *grunts*
X, Sofea ^^
Hari ni hari terakhir persekolahan aku. Kenapa aku kasi bold? Ye ye sbb org lain sekolah lagi isnin dgn slasa dpn. Tapi budak ni *tunjuk kat muka sndiri* gedik nak cuti raya awai. Tak pa la aku nak study! Awat hang nak tanggungjawab ka klau aku fail physics? Haa. Tau pun. Hahaha chillax saja wat gempak. Kengkawan aku mesti sisihkan aku sikit after today. Diorang suruh datang jamuan hari slasa tapi aku tak nak jugak. Bukan apa. Drpd huha huha kt sekolah tu bek aku duk rumah belek buku. Tau la the memories are gonna be precious tapi aku rasa dah ckup bnyk memories kita kan? Huhuhu. Sorry guys..
Rasa cam nak marah someone tapi aku tau aku takde hak. I care for you very much sebab kau kawan aku sebab tu aku membebel bnyk bila kau belek laptop men dota drp pegang buku sejarah ke (nak jugak), sastera ke. Aku takmau tgk kau kecundang SPM ni penting tau tak! Haila. Aperpun aku harap biar kau betul2 study malam mcm yg kau ckp kat aku lah k. All the best anyway.
Kk I better get going. Apa hujan pg2 kt penang nehh spoil mood betoiiiiiii. *grunts*
X, Sofea ^^
010
Chapter 3, 4 and 5 dah habes,
FOUR more form5 chapters to go :DD
*asal duk menggedik kat sini*
X, Sofea.
FOUR more form5 chapters to go :DD
*asal duk menggedik kat sini*
X, Sofea.
009
HOLLOW EARTHLINGS!
It's time to rule the world.
Ok cut the crap already.
Ye seperti yg sedia maklum, saye tak pegi sekolah dua hari dah. Saye tak la serajin kamu kamu dan kamu tu, saye tau. Biar lah. Saye duk rumah bukan tido je, saye study tau.. In fact, saye study SEJARAH k. Nampak sangat saye rajin hari ni, bhahaha. Baru khatam bab 8&9 form 5. Banyak lagi bab tu..
Gini lah muke saye masa study sejarah.. Comei kan.. Hihi.
Mggu depan raya haji rasa cm nak larikan diri dr penang ni, maybe stay rumah auntie kat sg petani kot. ( some of you maybe akan mentafsir tindakan ini sbg desperate attempt nak dekat dgn detuhh. hello? pls la. ) Or maybe balik kampung perlis. Tp daddy keje. Nak g mane pun dgn mummy je lah. Btw, dlm agenda raya haji, ade termaktub rule kena bg/mintak duit raye tak? Heheheheheheh. Meh meh sapa nak bg, kecik tapak tangan nyiru ditadahkan (relevan ke peribahasa ni?).
Yaaaa semalam genaplah dua bulan awak dgn saye kan kan kan. Tu belum dua tahun. ;)
Ok ok saye akan pegi sambung study lepas blogwalking aite..
( kebelakangan ni rajin baca blog daddy dengan muzakkir. )
XOXO!
It's time to rule the world.
Ok cut the crap already.
Ye seperti yg sedia maklum, saye tak pegi sekolah dua hari dah. Saye tak la serajin kamu kamu dan kamu tu, saye tau. Biar lah. Saye duk rumah bukan tido je, saye study tau.. In fact, saye study SEJARAH k. Nampak sangat saye rajin hari ni, bhahaha. Baru khatam bab 8&9 form 5. Banyak lagi bab tu..
Gini lah muke saye masa study sejarah.. Comei kan.. Hihi.
Mggu depan raya haji rasa cm nak larikan diri dr penang ni, maybe stay rumah auntie kat sg petani kot. ( some of you maybe akan mentafsir tindakan ini sbg desperate attempt nak dekat dgn detuhh. hello? pls la. ) Or maybe balik kampung perlis. Tp daddy keje. Nak g mane pun dgn mummy je lah. Btw, dlm agenda raya haji, ade termaktub rule kena bg/mintak duit raye tak? Heheheheheheh. Meh meh sapa nak bg, kecik tapak tangan nyiru ditadahkan (relevan ke peribahasa ni?).
Yaaaa semalam genaplah dua bulan awak dgn saye kan kan kan. Tu belum dua tahun. ;)
Ok ok saye akan pegi sambung study lepas blogwalking aite..
( kebelakangan ni rajin baca blog daddy dengan muzakkir. )
XOXO!
008
BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Biasalah. SPM preparation, hehh.
You know me, I'm the last-minute kind of person.
Rasa mcm sempat je nak cover semua kalau mood rajin gini hari2.
No prob kut. KUT. So far.
Who knows what will happen tomorrow or next week kan.
I'll keep my fingers crossed, hopefully I won't break down dekat2 exam ni..
Nervous breakdown tu takpa, biasa dah!
Emotion ni kena jaga jgk, huhu.
Physics belum mula apa pun lg ...........................................................
Takut ni. Dah la physics 1st week of exam tuuu!
Which means, it's 2 weeks from now.
Oh-Em-Geeee. *gaya paris hilton*
Tak tahan godaan harry potter yg semakin *rawr*.
Ergh gonna catch you in cinema next friday, love.
Wait for me. It's a date.
GTR people.
Time is diamond.
XOXO Sofea.
Biasalah. SPM preparation, hehh.
You know me, I'm the last-minute kind of person.
Rasa mcm sempat je nak cover semua kalau mood rajin gini hari2.
No prob kut. KUT. So far.
Who knows what will happen tomorrow or next week kan.
I'll keep my fingers crossed, hopefully I won't break down dekat2 exam ni..
Nervous breakdown tu takpa, biasa dah!
Emotion ni kena jaga jgk, huhu.
Physics belum mula apa pun lg ...........................................................
Takut ni. Dah la physics 1st week of exam tuuu!
Which means, it's 2 weeks from now.
Oh-Em-Geeee. *gaya paris hilton*
Tak tahan godaan harry potter yg semakin *rawr*.
Ergh gonna catch you in cinema next friday, love.
Wait for me. It's a date.
GTR people.
Time is diamond.
XOXO Sofea.
#19 Chasing Pavements.
I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I
am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this
is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was
not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with
you
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my
place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep
chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere ?
I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back
begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it
Or should I give
up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it
there ?
#18 What Course Again?
Td bgtau daddy, next year nak blaja law.
Then he gave me this jangan-nak-mengarut type of look.
Hailo. Actually aku sndiri taktau nak smbung blaja ape.
Aku pun taktau apa yg aku minat.
Medic is definitely out of the picture dah la.
Engineering.. I hate physics.
No I don't hate it, aku cuma takde chemistry dgn physics. (macam mana tu)
Farmasi cm ok je..
Bidang kritikal jgk.
Tp berduyun gla budak2 kt skolah tu yg nak amek farmasi =.=
Aku kalau bleh nak buat smtg yg different frm others.
Dah daddy tak bg blaja law nak wat cam ne yer..
Hmm. Jd ckgu.. NO WAY.
Tak nak aku balik g skolah.
Photography. Hehh *senyum sinis*
One thing I'm really, like REALLY good at is writing factual essays and fiction stories.
In both languages la. Although BM is my preference.
Nak jd writer? Columnist?
Huh tak berani la aku nak bgtau daddy, dia tak cakap dgn aku sebulan nanti..
Boleh je nak amik masscomm but again, smua org ckp takde masa depan (except for daddy lah, dah dia blaja masscomm nak wat camner =.=)
Bussiness and whatwhat shit..mcm tak logik lgsg kalau aku amik.
Hmm.. esok dah nak kena apply IPTA dah.
Like, TOMORROW you know.
And here I am, still tak tau nak blaja apa =.=
ps; KALAU aku lawa, jd model pun best gak en? HAHAHA.
Then he gave me this jangan-nak-mengarut type of look.
Hailo. Actually aku sndiri taktau nak smbung blaja ape.
Aku pun taktau apa yg aku minat.
Medic is definitely out of the picture dah la.
Engineering.. I hate physics.
No I don't hate it, aku cuma takde chemistry dgn physics. (macam mana tu)
Farmasi cm ok je..
Bidang kritikal jgk.
Tp berduyun gla budak2 kt skolah tu yg nak amek farmasi =.=
Aku kalau bleh nak buat smtg yg different frm others.
Dah daddy tak bg blaja law nak wat cam ne yer..
Hmm. Jd ckgu.. NO WAY.
Tak nak aku balik g skolah.
Photography. Hehh *senyum sinis*
One thing I'm really, like REALLY good at is writing factual essays and fiction stories.
In both languages la. Although BM is my preference.
Nak jd writer? Columnist?
Huh tak berani la aku nak bgtau daddy, dia tak cakap dgn aku sebulan nanti..
Boleh je nak amik masscomm but again, smua org ckp takde masa depan (except for daddy lah, dah dia blaja masscomm nak wat camner =.=)
Bussiness and whatwhat shit..mcm tak logik lgsg kalau aku amik.
Hmm.. esok dah nak kena apply IPTA dah.
Like, TOMORROW you know.
And here I am, still tak tau nak blaja apa =.=
ps; KALAU aku lawa, jd model pun best gak en? HAHAHA.
Yours,
#17 Love And Friendship.
Okay. Prepare some tissues by your side, girls.
This is a story submitted by a guy at loverofsadness.com.
Shit I know I shouldn't have read this.
Now I can't stop crying..
More? Read this.
And this is beautifully heartbreaking.
It all started in 7th grade when I just moved into this little town in
Minnesota. I was still pretty upset with moving there because I didn't like to
move and be "new" to a place. The town was so small I walked the whole town in
15 minutes. Well anyways, school started and there were many kids for a small
town. I was walking around keeping to myself when I noticed her. She was
beautiful. I was upset though cause back then I was short and chubby so I didn't
think she would like me. I wanted to talk to her and get to know her. She was in
my grade too but then I learned that they separated the students into 2
sections. 7A and 7B. She was in 7B I was in 7A. I wanted to meet and get to know
her so bad, but sadly it didn't happen. Through out the school year we talked
and eventually became friends but I didn't get to know her well. So middle
school went and came and I had a girlfriend and little did I know she had a
crush for me too. It made her upset obviously. So I decided to just be friends
with my girlfriend and then I told her. She seemed to be so happy after. Of
course time went by and soon we were in high school as freshmen. Then I figured
out she liked me and I liked her too. We had many classes together but she and I
never really talked to each other. It was the winter of freshman year and we
began talking to each other. One day she came up to me and said she had
something to tell me. She told me she likes me and wanted to know how I felt
towards her. I knew this would come but not then and I knew love might not last
and I wanted her to be around me for a long time so I said I liked her but only
as a close friend. Then she said oh okay and walked away. I was so stupid! I
felt so dumb and I wanted to chase after her and tell her I was just playing
around and I wanted to be more but then she was gone. We never really talked
after that and of course time went by again and she had a boyfriend. I felt
horrible but she was happy and I found myself liking her friend. I dated her
friend but then it didn't work so we broke up. Of course she still had her
boyfriend and he lived 3 hours from her and they didn't get to talk much but I
was glad for her. Time went on and on again. Freshman year ended and sophomore
year came. Then we had practically every class together so we began talking
again. She told me many things not even her best friend knew about. I became her
best guy friend and she was my best gal friend. We chat and talk and shared
secrets. Many people thought we were dating but of course I said we were just
friends. Rumors started and I got mad so I confronted people telling them to
back off because she was upset with them. She then told me what else was
bothering her and it was about her and her boyfriend. I helped her out and she
gave me advice too. We were very close friends and along the way I feel in love
with her again. She did too except she had a boyfriend and I didn't want to tell
her I liked her. Then I figured out she had more problems with her boyfriend and
I told her she can call me and we can talk. Of course she did and we talked
through out the whole night. I wanted to tell her I liked her but I couldn't. I
always told her I had something to tell her and she would really want to know
but I said in two years[which would be after high school] and I kept it like
that for many days, weeks and months. Then one day we went to the park after
school and we were swinging on the swings and I asked her about her problems and
she said its difficult and she was going to break up with her boyfriend because
all her girlfriends wanted her too anyways. I encouraged her to stay strong and
she cried on my shoulder. Later that same day I got hold of her planner and I
wrote what I wanted to tell her in two years. I wrote down:
"Hey Loser, what
I wanted to tell you in 2 years is that in sophomore year I liked you. Alot.
Okay thats it. =)"
She didn't find it but I knew she would one day. Of
course things were hard for her so I just encouraged her. Everything soon
started to change.
So I kept on encouraging her and things started to
change. We had hanged out many times before but this time she said she had
something to tell me and its bugging her and so she had to tell me. So we hanged
out the whole day, walking around town, playing tag, watching clouds, laying in
the football field. Then I finally said I had to go home so she had to tell me,
so she said okay lets walk her. So we continued walking and she wanted to go
through an alley and I was confuse but we were best friends so I didn't care. As
we went she looked around and I was even more confused, then she leaned up and
kissed my cheek. I was surprised, I liked it but I was shocked. Then she said
did I get her message and we talked. I told her I liked her a lot too and I
would love to be more than best friends but at that moment she had her own
boyfriend and problems and I had a very stressful time and so it wasn't good.
She said understand what I was saying and just thought she would tell me because
it was bothering her and I said well I like you too. A lot and I kissed her back
which was bad because her boyfriend wanted her to be more of a "honest"
girlfriend and she had to tell him about this. Of course he was upset and said
some really stupid mean things and they broke up. I comforted her and helped her
out so much. She liked me too and so she got back to feeling the same in no
time. Of course she liked me so as time went by we got closer and closer. Then
one day I held her hand and we hugged. I was really excited about this and
things just started to get better. As time went by I eventually asked her out
and it took her a while to say yes but she did and I was the luckiest man in the
world. We loved each other. This all happened sophomore year and so when we
eventually went out it was towards the end of the school year. I was upset
because summer would come and I had to work. Of course I thought all this was
true and we would last forever. We kissed many times and it was the best time of
my life. Our relationship went on for 3 straight months and it was the best 3
months and I thought it was the best but as time went on the truth will always
reveal itself. Summer came and I worked during the day and we chatted online at
night. I came home around 10 and we would chat till 1 or 2 in the morning. We
hanged out some days and I knew it wasn't enough because I found myself missing
her more and more. She then told me she had to go to France with her mom to
visit relatives. I honestly didn't want her to go because her old boyfriend was
over there too because her old boyfriend was her first cousin and her would be
over there. She said it would be fine and she loved me and only me. She would be
leaving the twos before summer ended and would come back in time for school
again. I wasn't so sure about it but I couldn't do anything. Summer went and
came and soon she was going to leave to France. Before she left we spent a day
together taking pictures and just hanging out before she left. We went to the
park and did the old things we did. We played around and then we sat and kissed
at the bench. I carved our names into the bench and it was awesome. Soon she had
to leave so i walked her home. The next day she left for France, I missed her.
Little did I know what she was feeling inside, what she really thought. The
truth. Four days into her trip she emailed me online saying the trip was awesome
and she had something to tell her "best buddy". I was confused, I was her
boyfriend not her "buddy". But thats it I "Was" her boyfriend. I emailed her
back wanting to know an explanation. She emailed me and it said:
" I know
you wanted an explanation but it will be a while before I come back so I'm going
to explain it on here. When I'm with you I feel as if your my brother and my
close friend only. It wasn't like when I was with my ex-boyfriend. In fact, I
tried to replace him with you and everything we did reminded me of him. I never
felt any sparks with you and there was nothing. You are an awesome person but I
can't open my heart to you because it was already opened to my other boyfriend.
I tried loving you but I can't. I love him and I can't not love him. As perfect
as you are I can't love you, as imperfect as he his I cannot not love him. You
will find somebody I know it."
From there, that email changed everything. I
was torn. I cried the whole night. It hurt. I was speechless. Summer was ending
and she would come back and it would be awkward. I didn't understand and I
thought there was something but obviously there wasn't. She never liked me and
she never well. It was the best and worst summer ever. I didn't know what to do,
so I talked to her boyfriend, congratulating him and her and saying the best
thing that I can. I didn't want to make it look like I was upset and I still
missed her. When she came back we barely talked because I know I would cry if we
did. So I kept my distance, besides I think she didn't want to talk to me
anyways. Now I'm a junior and we barely talk. We walk past each other like
nothing happened. I miss her from time to time but what can I do? I still cry
myself to sleep sometimes. Sometimes I cut away my pain. I don't know what to
do. It so different and she has her boyfriend anyways. I'm just so depress but I
manage to focus myself on my education and my life/family. I still think about
her and our friendship and our love. I see her everyday and its hard to let go.
There's still questions that haven't been answered and things I still want to
know, but I can't talk to her about serious things because I would only cry. I
don't know what to do. I get suicide thoughts but I think about my family and
friends and I don't. But things will never be the same. I know. Just got to
leave life to the fullest even if the smile is fake.
The end.
This is a story submitted by a guy at loverofsadness.com.
Shit I know I shouldn't have read this.
Now I can't stop crying..
More? Read this.
And this is beautifully heartbreaking.
#16 A Promise.
Dear You,
XOXO Sofea.
Watching the rain
Listening to it hit the window pane
Holding your hand
I wish you’d understand
I don’t want anyone else
I want you all for myself
To stare in your eyes
And get hypnotized
Oh baby, please don’t let go
Lets take this love real slow
Hold me in your arms
And forever I will stay
I’m never gonna run away
Look into your soul
That’s where you’ll find
A heart that beats fast
When it connects with mine.
Oh baby, please don’t let go
Lets take this love real slow
Hold me in your arms
And forever I will stay
I’m never gonna run away
Baby, I’m never gonna run away.
XOXO Sofea.
007
Please stop these illusions.
Why am I questioning everything that I feel and do every minute I wonder..
It seems like my world has made a 379degress turn.
Not the first time happening to me..
You seriously need to stay away from me.
Stay away. I mean it this time.
But we tried that, didn't we?
Carrying on with our lives without interrupting another.
Obviously we can't keep that up for long.
Well, at least, I know I can't.
I have moved on, have I?
I don't know. I don't know.
XOXO Sofea.
Why am I questioning everything that I feel and do every minute I wonder..
It seems like my world has made a 379degress turn.
Not the first time happening to me..
You seriously need to stay away from me.
Stay away. I mean it this time.
But we tried that, didn't we?
Carrying on with our lives without interrupting another.
Obviously we can't keep that up for long.
Well, at least, I know I can't.
I have moved on, have I?
I don't know. I don't know.
XOXO Sofea.
006
Anyone planning to apply for JPA?
This may help you.
I don't know but I'm just freaking out right now.
Daddy knows why..
My REAL daddy was otp with my uncle, asking about JPA and stuffs.
Idk. Maybe there's hope.
I've no expectations though.
Anyway,good night!
ps; terharu tgk your blog, :') ily!
XO - SF.
This may help you.
I don't know but I'm just freaking out right now.
Daddy knows why..
My REAL daddy was otp with my uncle, asking about JPA and stuffs.
Idk. Maybe there's hope.
I've no expectations though.
Anyway,good night!
ps; terharu tgk your blog, :') ily!
XO - SF.
#15 Offer Letter And Scholarship.
Isaac called masa tgh mandi tadi. I got it! I got the offer letter from Bellerbys. And to my surprise, the offer letter comes together with a scholarship offer. This is what I call "pucuk dicita ulam mendatang". Bhahaha, Isaac forwarded me the email and it's in pdf form so I have to extract out the offer letter.
OFFER LETTER *CLICK TO ENLARGE*
Okay that was exciting right. Part yg tak berapa nak sedap didengar ialah payment. Hahaha mana aku korek duit. Walaupun dpt scholarship, tp fees smua still mahal kot! Check it out.
FEES *CLICK TO ENLARGE*
Total around RM164k+++ =.= Basyirah dah kata dia mcm tak boleh nak p sbb dia dpt fund ja, tak dapat scholarship sebanyak yg aku punya. Haila. Hopefully mama ada duit simpanan or what. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is my plan. Next year masuk UiTM or what. Then in 2012, pegi London skali dgn Faris. Sounds like a good one to me, haha. Jom Farissssss. :D
Total around RM164k+++ =.= Basyirah dah kata dia mcm tak boleh nak p sbb dia dpt fund ja, tak dapat scholarship sebanyak yg aku punya. Haila. Hopefully mama ada duit simpanan or what. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is my plan. Next year masuk UiTM or what. Then in 2012, pegi London skali dgn Faris. Sounds like a good one to me, haha. Jom Farissssss. :D
Pen-off,
004
Facebook says:
This may lead to . . trouble?
( GayP sorang je yg faham post nie, ignore dah la~~ )
tak mandi g*
BB is now friends with CR.
This may lead to . . trouble?
( GayP sorang je yg faham post nie, ignore dah la~~ )
tak mandi g*
#14 My Love.
Sia - My Love
My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, you have found peace
You were searching for release
You gave it all into the call
You took a chance and
You took the fall for us
You came thoughtfully
Loved me faithfully
You taught me honor
You did it for me
Tonight you will sleep for good
You will wait for me, my love
Now I am strong, you gave me all
You gave all you had
And now I am home
My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, look what you can do
I am mending, I'll be with you
You took my hand and added a plan
You gave me your heart
I asked you to dance with me
You loved honestly
Did what you could release
Ah, ooh
I know you're pleased to go
I won't relieve this love
Now I am strong, you gave me all
You gave all you had
And now I am home
My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, I'll be with you
Yours,
My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, you have found peace
You were searching for release
You gave it all into the call
You took a chance and
You took the fall for us
You came thoughtfully
Loved me faithfully
You taught me honor
You did it for me
Tonight you will sleep for good
You will wait for me, my love
Now I am strong, you gave me all
You gave all you had
And now I am home
My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, look what you can do
I am mending, I'll be with you
You took my hand and added a plan
You gave me your heart
I asked you to dance with me
You loved honestly
Did what you could release
Ah, ooh
I know you're pleased to go
I won't relieve this love
Now I am strong, you gave me all
You gave all you had
And now I am home
My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, I'll be with you
Yours,
#13 S To The P To The M.
I did add maths for the whole day, tell me how do I feel right now? Otak tepu mcm margerin, yes =,= Dah buat balik paper2 penang, paper1 kelantan and paper2 kelantan (hampir siap, otw) Few days ago dah siapkan the whole terengganu set. So skrg ni mcm dah takde state paper yg kosong je kat aku utk add maths. Haih. Masih belum jumpa paper add maths johor. When I say that I mean takde sesape bg kat aku =,= (dah dasar pemalas) I am here to announce that I am in love with add maths. Well, it's true people. Tiada yg benar melainkan yg benar belaka. But last year mmg la aku tak suke add maths sepenuh hati doh, susah kot. Bila tgk2 balik smua tu this year, rasanya tak lah menyeksa sgt silibus tu, boleh survive lg kalau study bebetul. Mmg frust siott ler kalau tak dpt A+ in spm =.="
So progress aku setakat ni - Add Maths 90% khatam. Maths, 98% kot. Chem ada a few more essays, experiments and a whole stack of state papers menanti utk dibuat. Bio F4 chapters ada yg belum habis revise lg, F5 mia dah khatam dah. And of course, state papers to be done. Sejarah - no reading has been done. Tp world war mia cter dah khatam ar. Agama, hmmmmm. Malas ar nak baca. Aku rasa buat benda ni last minute gak cm exam2 dulu. State papers masih belum disentuh. BM belum buat latihan esei tp perlu buat ke kalau dpt A+ jer sepanjang tahun? =,= English..hmm. Tak tau lah cam ner nak improve essay tp bahasa aku takde la teruk tahap longkang kan? Haila. Last but not least of course, Physics tersayang. Yg mmg aku tak belajar lgsg since trial yg first dulu tu. Means, a few months gak ar tak sentuh buku physics.
Aku tau aku calon spm 'berjaya', tak payah la komen pape dah =.= Kpd calon2 spm tahun ni, tahun depan dan seterusnya, anda tidak digalakkan mencontohi perangai kakak sorang ni okay. Sila belajar dgn konsisten dan tidak menunggu saat terakhir. Iklan tajaan kementerian pendidikan malaysia.
GTR. A few more chapters to kill.
ps; GTR - gotta run
pps; I'm influenced by muse (neutron star collision) and sia (my love) these few days.
ppps; I miss you.
So progress aku setakat ni - Add Maths 90% khatam. Maths, 98% kot. Chem ada a few more essays, experiments and a whole stack of state papers menanti utk dibuat. Bio F4 chapters ada yg belum habis revise lg, F5 mia dah khatam dah. And of course, state papers to be done. Sejarah - no reading has been done. Tp world war mia cter dah khatam ar. Agama, hmmmmm. Malas ar nak baca. Aku rasa buat benda ni last minute gak cm exam2 dulu. State papers masih belum disentuh. BM belum buat latihan esei tp perlu buat ke kalau dpt A+ jer sepanjang tahun? =,= English..hmm. Tak tau lah cam ner nak improve essay tp bahasa aku takde la teruk tahap longkang kan? Haila. Last but not least of course, Physics tersayang. Yg mmg aku tak belajar lgsg since trial yg first dulu tu. Means, a few months gak ar tak sentuh buku physics.
Aku tau aku calon spm 'berjaya', tak payah la komen pape dah =.= Kpd calon2 spm tahun ni, tahun depan dan seterusnya, anda tidak digalakkan mencontohi perangai kakak sorang ni okay. Sila belajar dgn konsisten dan tidak menunggu saat terakhir. Iklan tajaan kementerian pendidikan malaysia.
GTR. A few more chapters to kill.
ps; GTR - gotta run
pps; I'm influenced by muse (neutron star collision) and sia (my love) these few days.
ppps; I miss you.
With love,
#12 Him.
An old picture but it never fails to make me smile. :)
One thing I love the most about this guy is the way he loves me and the way he reassures me that everything's okay between us. I never had the thought to betray him or what because, obviously, he's the best thing I have at the moment. Hopefully this relationship will last. (;
003
Another short update.
Seriously I'm getting lazy each day.
Everything's settled.
Application to Bellerbys is sent.
[ and the best part is that I don't have to pay even a penny ]
We're supposed to get the offer the letter, which will be sent to Isaac at AUG, tomorrow.
But tomorrow's a holiday so yeah, we'll get it next week.
You know what this means right.
WE'RE GOING TO LONDON IN APRIL BABYYYYY.
Fine, if we get scholarships =.=
Outing was awesome :D
DETAILS HERE!
Seriously I'm getting lazy each day.
Everything's settled.
Application to Bellerbys is sent.
[ and the best part is that I don't have to pay even a penny ]
We're supposed to get the offer the letter, which will be sent to Isaac at AUG, tomorrow.
But tomorrow's a holiday so yeah, we'll get it next week.
You know what this means right.
WE'RE GOING TO LONDON IN APRIL BABYYYYY.
Fine, if we get scholarships =.=
Outing was awesome :D
DETAILS HERE!
002
Awake. Like, damn earlyyyy.
Happy birthday Ma!
Happy birthday Ni Wen!
Going to Basy's place later, then AUG, then we're gonna hang out somewhere (:
It's going to be aweeeeeeeee-some today.
My favourite line of the week:
HOLLOW!
Err, it's hello.
HALLOW!!
Megamind is so adorable kotttt, wanna watch!
Happy birthday Ma!
Happy birthday Ni Wen!
Going to Basy's place later, then AUG, then we're gonna hang out somewhere (:
It's going to be aweeeeeeeee-some today.
My favourite line of the week:
HOLLOW!
Err, it's hello.
HALLOW!!
Megamind is so adorable kotttt, wanna watch!
001
Esok nak pergi AUG, apply utk college..
Nervous lah pulak.
Certificates smua dah ready.
Baju pulak takde..
Nur Basyirah!!
Tolong!!
Fine bila aku cakap 'baju takde' tu bukanlah makna takde langsung.
Mmg lah baju penuh satu almari tp tak tau nak pakai yg mana je.
Hailo Amy pulak bagi college kaw2 mia,
BELLERBY'S COLLEGE.
Cawangan Oxbridge Unis =.=
Apa dia ingat kitorang ni genius tahap einsteinette kut.
Haila.
Nak p Bradford nak p Bradford nak p Bradford..
ps; Haa betul lah tu. Blog ni dah bakal jd twitter aku. Hehe.
Nervous lah pulak.
Certificates smua dah ready.
Baju pulak takde..
Nur Basyirah!!
Tolong!!
Fine bila aku cakap 'baju takde' tu bukanlah makna takde langsung.
Mmg lah baju penuh satu almari tp tak tau nak pakai yg mana je.
Hailo Amy pulak bagi college kaw2 mia,
BELLERBY'S COLLEGE.
Cawangan Oxbridge Unis =.=
Apa dia ingat kitorang ni genius tahap einsteinette kut.
Haila.
Nak p Bradford nak p Bradford nak p Bradford..
ps; Haa betul lah tu. Blog ni dah bakal jd twitter aku. Hehe.
#11 Membebel.
Susah nak log off internet kebelakangan ni. Takkan aku jadi addict balik kut. Tak boleh jadi ni.. Tapi dah alang2 online check email, merapu je lah jap kat sini, huhu.
Jumaat lepas dah cter kan dengan deena kelam kabut cam ape jer cari ckgu untuk forecast result tu? Well sijil aku dah siap taip smua dah. Cuma tggu ckgu sahkan je. Smlm pulak aku mmg tak pegi skolah, cuti deepavali awal! Hehe. Dan mmg mengundang padah kat diri sendiri pun. PK HEM tak nak sign sijil aku sebab aku tak dtg! :( Bnyk songeh betul la auntie tu, kat deena dia sign ok je. Last week sket mia baik dgn aku. Sigh. So aku pun dgn semangatnya p sekolah ptg smlm (dah la hujan lebat!) dgn basyirah sbb nak suruh dia sahkan. Tgk2 dia dah balik! Huaaa penat jaa kot rush sana sini. Tak pa lah. Dah nasib. Then tengok kat sijil tu pulak.. number IC 930625-07-5506. Aikk.. number IC aku ke ni?? There you go, tekaan anda sgt tepat. Memandangkan deena yg tlg type kat aku sijil tu. So. Dia lupa nak tukar number IC lah tu, dia main tukar nama ja =.= Sweat la. Mana aku nak dapat sijil baru, PK HEM dah kata JANGAN BUAT SILAP. TAK ADA SIJIL BARU DAH!
Result yg ckgu bg pun sangat best..
Fulamakkk ni ke result yg ckgu2 expect dr aku, tinggi gilaaaa harapann =.= Bestnya kalau result SPM aku cam ni.. Doa2kan je laa.
Anyway, aku cam berbelah bahagi nak fly ke tak next year sbb tak de scholarship!!!!!!! Tak nak la bebankan parents sbb kalau diikutkan takat nak buat A-Levels tu kat sini pun boleh. Nak pegi sana, sapa la nak supply duit kat aku kan kan kan. Tak pe la, UiTM pun best. Boleh kawan dgn ibu.. Kan ibu?? Takde la ibu sedih2 dah.
Btw, ibu dgn daddy! Sorry baby lama tak msj/call. Busy la.. HP pun meragam je kerja. Daddy kena la beli yg baru kt baby ni! Haish. Apa pun, I MISS BOTH OF YOU (: Nanti dah lpas SPM kita keluar sama2 kan?? Tak sabar ni..
Smlm dah stay up utk buat add maths! Paper terengganu. Exam ade brape jam je nak buat dua2 paper tu tp aku mia lah dahsyat amik smpai DUA HARI, hahaha. Takpe, bak kata ckgu, yg penting dlm study ialah KUALITI bukan KUANTITI. Tapi dah nak dekat2 SPM ni aku rasa mcm kuantiti tu lebih utama je.. Countdown brpa hari lg?! Tak, dah tak buat countdown.. Main redah je study siang malam tak kira ngantuk/penat. Yg penting nnti msti dpt 9 A tu! O yeah!
Tak pe la, skrg dah nak g sambung study bio+chem yg still tertangguh dr mggu lepas dan sebelumnya dan sebelumnya. Sempat ke nak cover smua T_T
Jumaat lepas dah cter kan dengan deena kelam kabut cam ape jer cari ckgu untuk forecast result tu? Well sijil aku dah siap taip smua dah. Cuma tggu ckgu sahkan je. Smlm pulak aku mmg tak pegi skolah, cuti deepavali awal! Hehe. Dan mmg mengundang padah kat diri sendiri pun. PK HEM tak nak sign sijil aku sebab aku tak dtg! :( Bnyk songeh betul la auntie tu, kat deena dia sign ok je. Last week sket mia baik dgn aku. Sigh. So aku pun dgn semangatnya p sekolah ptg smlm (dah la hujan lebat!) dgn basyirah sbb nak suruh dia sahkan. Tgk2 dia dah balik! Huaaa penat jaa kot rush sana sini. Tak pa lah. Dah nasib. Then tengok kat sijil tu pulak.. number IC 930625-07-5506. Aikk.. number IC aku ke ni?? There you go, tekaan anda sgt tepat. Memandangkan deena yg tlg type kat aku sijil tu. So. Dia lupa nak tukar number IC lah tu, dia main tukar nama ja =.= Sweat la. Mana aku nak dapat sijil baru, PK HEM dah kata JANGAN BUAT SILAP. TAK ADA SIJIL BARU DAH!
Result yg ckgu bg pun sangat best..
BM A+
English A+
Agama A+
Maths A+
Add Maths A+
Sejarah A+
Chemistry A+
Physics A+
Biology A
Fulamakkk ni ke result yg ckgu2 expect dr aku, tinggi gilaaaa harapann =.= Bestnya kalau result SPM aku cam ni.. Doa2kan je laa.
Anyway, aku cam berbelah bahagi nak fly ke tak next year sbb tak de scholarship!!!!!!! Tak nak la bebankan parents sbb kalau diikutkan takat nak buat A-Levels tu kat sini pun boleh. Nak pegi sana, sapa la nak supply duit kat aku kan kan kan. Tak pe la, UiTM pun best. Boleh kawan dgn ibu.. Kan ibu?? Takde la ibu sedih2 dah.
Btw, ibu dgn daddy! Sorry baby lama tak msj/call. Busy la.. HP pun meragam je kerja. Daddy kena la beli yg baru kt baby ni! Haish. Apa pun, I MISS BOTH OF YOU (: Nanti dah lpas SPM kita keluar sama2 kan?? Tak sabar ni..
Smlm dah stay up utk buat add maths! Paper terengganu. Exam ade brape jam je nak buat dua2 paper tu tp aku mia lah dahsyat amik smpai DUA HARI, hahaha. Takpe, bak kata ckgu, yg penting dlm study ialah KUALITI bukan KUANTITI. Tapi dah nak dekat2 SPM ni aku rasa mcm kuantiti tu lebih utama je.. Countdown brpa hari lg?! Tak, dah tak buat countdown.. Main redah je study siang malam tak kira ngantuk/penat. Yg penting nnti msti dpt 9 A tu! O yeah!
Tak pe la, skrg dah nak g sambung study bio+chem yg still tertangguh dr mggu lepas dan sebelumnya dan sebelumnya. Sempat ke nak cover smua T_T
Yang ikhlas *senyum kambing*,
#9 I Find This Useful.
(1) Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2) Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing:This is the calm before the storm. This means something,and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That's Okay:This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' ... that will bring on a 'whatever').
(8) Whatever:Is a women's way of saying F**** YOU!
(9) Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous
statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3. * Send this to the men you know, to warn them about arguments they can avoid if they remember the terminology.
Resource: Circus Rat's blog.
(2) Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing:This is the calm before the storm. This means something,and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That's Okay:This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' ... that will bring on a 'whatever').
(8) Whatever:Is a women's way of saying F**** YOU!
(9) Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous
statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3. * Send this to the men you know, to warn them about arguments they can avoid if they remember the terminology.
Resource: Circus Rat's blog.
#8 Can You Feel The Fire Burning?
*random picture, not related to this post*
The meteor is crashing,
you hold me tight,
as we lay underneath the stars,
hand in hand.
Let the sea breeze dance,
let the fireflies shine,
all I know is that we're together,
I'll be fine,
we'll be fine.
The meteor is crashing,
and you hold me tight,
look into my eyes,
promise me today,
promise me forever,
we're gonna be this way,
we're gonna love each other everyday.
The meteor is crashing,
but we stay this way,
against the world,
against the nature,
because nothing else matters,
nothing but us.
Irrevocably in love,
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